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Sunday, May 20
12:19 PM
; give nd/or take
i'm brain dead.
yes lik totally shut down.
i don't know what t think.
really..
things aren't supposed t be lik that.
i'm tolerating, controlling, hiding all
my emotions i wished i could express.
i'm happy, yes i am really.
but i feel darn sad for myself.
period.
i wished i knew how much im appreciated.
i wished you'd show me how important i am.
i wished i knew where i stand in your heart.
i wished i was treated th way you'd wanna treat me.
i wished i could expect more &stop telling myself
t keep my hopes low nd small.
i wished you knew how much i love you.
i wished you knew how much you mean t me.
i wished you read it all. (you never would)
i wished my dreams came true..
it's hard t digest what my friends said.
it scares me how people actually reads my heart.
it scares me how they understand me deep inside.
they told me t do something i never would wanna
imagine. it brought tears t my eyes. from that
moment, i knew how much impact you have
made in my life. no, i cannot imagine life without you.
i'm dehydrating.
brain juices all sucked up.
screwed my midyears. damn.
wished we were more than this.
wished studies were much easier.
wished friendships were easier t keep.
wished relationships weren't easy t break.
wished i knew what you are thinking/feeling.
i hope you find whatever you've been looking for.
just remember where you're from nd who you are,
cos there's a thousand lights
that'll make you feel brand new,
but if you ever lose your way,
i'll leave one on for you.
always here for you.
never too far away.