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Saturday, December 31
10:14 AM



had cell yesterday. nd i guess yesterday's
was an unforgettable one. HMMMM. indeed
it was. shant really elaborate.

i guess maybe my cell didnt really
appreciate our leader that much.
but i admire him for humbling himself.

i learnt this greatest statement ;

youu can only be a great leader if youure a great servant.



a prayer come true.
the new year isnt gonna be all so bad
afterall. (:

; a new beginning.

Thursday, December 29
1:24 PM



HMMM. came across loads of critics against
chc. how hurtful. maybe im too att`ched
t the church. well, based on those critics,
they assumed that the whole church are
like one wrong individual. how wrong.
everyone's inperfect. i guess some individuals
have wrong approach of evangelising but their
intentions are good.

yes, they are wrong for forcing people t go
t church cos
nobody should be threatened or
pressured into attending church. BUT,
not everyone in chc behaves insensitively.
whoever thinks that way, ought t be childish.
no offence though. i think its such an insult t
condemn the church for one individual mistake.

but then again, they say the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

christians are imperfect people too. we donnt mean
t come across as supreme lifeforms or anything. (:


arguing about the basis of faith, in our lifetimes,
is like flogging a dead horse, man. God didnt give
us intelligent minds only to have us submit to blind
faith; in fact, i would like to say that 'blind faith' is
an oxymoron. but i wont go down that road of discussion.

; copyrighted from some wise's reply.





[quote]
If someone bombs CHC no one there would be angry coz God decides everything and therefore they will all be happy to be closer to God. Yay![quoted`]

im totally turned off upon reading it.
firstly, if someone were t bomb chc,
dream on ! God wouldnt let it happen.
it's the house of God, why would He
let such things happen. it's obviously
what some people would like for it
t happen especially the detestable
satan. before that someone were t
bomb the building, i guess he might
end up slipping over banana peel
nd fall flat on the ground, resulting
bombing himself. (: isnt it ?

Wednesday, December 28
3:26 PM



happy 15th anniversary, baby. (:
one year, three months has been a wild journey.
(: wild enough for me t love youu more each day.
thanks for everything.
it's much appreciated.

i love youu.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY

DARLING DAPHNE ! (:



HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY. <3
double joy.
haha. she's fifteen years.
we're fifteen months.
(:



perfect.
simply, too purrfect.

Tuesday, December 27
4:41 PM



donn't say those words it's so hard

they turn my whole world upside down
girl, youu caught me completely off guard
on the night youu said t me
i just donn't love youu more.


(:

2:28 PM



the siblings (:


my santa brother nd ryan


our funkaay feeets.


we're having fun. (:


my dreaam.





not my idea. no comments. =x


my bro tricked me into a flash shot. =/


our beloved dinosaur.


gosh, camera spoil. =x


TNT - donnt get closer.





the future firefighters. (:


er. censored. (:


the crime ..


the criminal ..


my brother nd ryan's bro.


; i told ya dinosaurs are not extinct. =x




\
our game of the day (:


[home sweet home] BEWARE.


(: now we know who ate all the marshmallows.




haha it actually sums most of yesterday.
ryan nd his brother came t play. (:
i love christmas shows. <3
ohwels. it's fun la. haah.

school's starting.
all the best, vic. :D

ohwels.
MERRY CHRISTMASS AGAIN.

=x its still christmas in me.

Monday, December 26
12:37 AM



merry christmas everyone.





christmas is over. i'm not satisfied.
i mean, its over. over. just like that.
there's not any memorable tingling
feeling etched in my heart. sigh.
it will never be the same as last
christmas with the cell. that's one
beautiful white christmas. (:

i want christmas again.
let it start afresh.
bring it on.

...


yesterday went for service. supposed
t meet bobby. HMMM pangseh me. =/
sigh ohwels nvm. went for service.
was rather good. drama was great.
i love the chicken little part nd the
dance. super funny. (: shawn called me
spoilt princess la. LOL. -.- went t play
carnival after that. it was crazy la.
sat viking ship with joan. it was the
little kid viking ship. haha it was
sorta fun, feeling like a kid again.

amanda, annarh nd me went mad
over horse racing. haha. we're all
horse racing khakis. (:
we played so many times nd
finally won a pink nemo. except
that it's kinda fake cos the nemo
is pah jiao. haha. cutee. (:

went t meet my boy nd the gang.
ha, went t bugis t eat. okay lovie
was eating my tofu, they say. (:
ohwels. some drunken came nd
approached chunting cos he had
a cross ? LOL. he asked him t sing
christian song. puhh-lease. DOTS.
he went on preaching nd talking.
ohman. super funny. i was quite
turned off. he's so slow nd so
wu liao. so i decided t walk off
t cold storage. ryan followed. ha.
so think of it, such drunkens are
scary. who knows the supernatural
might be using him t tell us some
stuffs of the unknown ? madness.

..

overslept this morning. sorry baby.
HMMM went t church. wow good
seats today. like infront of the stage.
(: service was better today. went t
eat with my family since my cell went t
play metroride. haha super wild game.
ohwels. i hate it when people look at
me as if i did something wrong. =/

went off with my boy. celebrating
christmas together. (: he went gents.
met brendan. ah, he almost used a
[clean rubbish] tong t take something
off me. ah, i pushed the fury ball on the
floor. LOL. he said i purposely give him
more rubbish t clean. geez. he showed
us a huge, terribly giantic
cockroach. HMMM, ryan spent whole day
catching it la. lousy. haha yong qiang
did it in less than a min. (: ohwels.

i banged my head against the expo mrt
lift door luhhh. donnt ask me why. =x
i donnt know why ? haha. went t town.
okay, someone got new admirer EH.
not bad HUH. (: oh where, oh where can
she be ?
haha. ohwels. too bad she's
like an ah lian poser. hmm cannot win me la.
i'm certified - pure, original.

aiyaaaaaa. whatever. went t town.
ren shan ren hai. haha. bought
ice cream nd i ate it for days. haha.
walked down t town. hmm we walked
everywhere. went zara, found my aunt.
hmm went t try some OP top. didnt know
i could wear collar shirts. HMMMMM.

i love himmm luuuhhhhh. (:
no ah lians or ah bengs nd take him.
CORRECT ? (:

i shed crocodile tears nd he changed
his mind nd sent me t bukit batok.
how sweet. (:

; my choice is an absolute. (:

went t annarh's house. was fun la.
christmas party. the card appreciating
was funny. all crap la. someone even
wrote, ovaries have eggs.
HMMM. haha it was fun. exchange gifts
nd stuff. ohwels. different feelings
from different atmosphere nd people,
nd surroundings. this year's best cg
present was the love of friendship.
big thanks t annalyn (:




; sorry for all heartaches caused.
i'm sorry for being sucha heartless
creature. sorry for not giving in.
i better not say furthermore,
incase i hurt youu deeper again.

i love youu.
merry christmas.

Sunday, December 25
12:00 AM




merry christmas everyone. (:
12.00am sharp nd christmas
wasnt gonna be sucha bump.



\i'm leaving cookies nd milk for santa.



; oh gosh. I LOVE CHRISTMAS.





||/|\|| annalyn heaven in your eyes. says:
lol. where got? its ok laa ! don't worry about it. i just wanted you to know tht your presence matters more than the present or the food (:


; i'm really touched. i mean, not many of
my friends do express such sweet yet
meaningful stuff t me. im short of cash
for the building fund nd im quite stressed/
frustrated over it. ohhman. annarh rocks.
i'm quite surprised too la. nobody in the cell
seemed t appreciate each other like me.
thanks alot, girl.



; oh oh! nd my darling daphne. shes so sweet.
at least someone cared for me nd bothered
t ask how is everything between us. HMMM.
i love her ! (: thanks alot, darling number one.



sigh. donnt ask me why im being so sensitive
now. okay im all along very sensitive.
but today, i just felt that i have t pen them down.
it's not everyday i can experience such friend/sister
love. ohwels. i love everyone.


; baby. (: im glad everythings alright. i supposed ?
i love youu. so glad t feel youur arm around me.
youur fingers tangled with mine. <3>

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
Just like the ones I used to know
Where the treetops glisten
and children listen
To hear sleigh bells in the snow.

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white.

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white.

Saturday, December 24
12:03 PM



She leaned with her head on the window
Watching evergreen bend in the snow
Remembering Christmas the way it had been
So many seasons ago.

When children would reach for their stockings
And open the presents they found
The lights on the tree would shine bright in their eyes
Reflecting the love all around.

This year there's no one to open the gifts
No reason for trimming the tree
And just as a tear made it's way to the floor
She heard voices outside start to sing.

Merry Christmas to all who may dwell here
Merry Christmas if even just one
May the joy of the season surround you
Merry Christmas with love.

Carolers sang as she opened the door
Faces of friends in the crowd
And all of the shadows of lonely reminders
Driven away by the sound.

Now the heart that for years had been silent
Was suddenly filled with a song
As she clung to their hands like a child in the night
She found her self singing along.

Merry Christmas to all who may dwell here
Merry Christmas if even just one
May the joy of the season surround you
Merry Christmas with love.



; HMMM this song's sad.
that's how im feeling about christmas.
i donnt know why. i miss last christmas.
this year will never be the same.
neither will i enjoy it the same as last's.

sigh.
happy christmas eve.

11:40 AM




ideal (:


A boy who will make me laugh.

A boy who will let me play with his hair.

A boy who will stop and wait for me in the hall;
take my hand; and walk me two classes away.

A boy who will tell me he loves me when I get to school.

A boy who will never be ashamed of me.

A boy who would go to
something even though he doesn't want to; just to
see me.

A boy who will run his fingers through my
hair.

A boy who would take the long way to class
and be late just to see me for 30 seconds.

A boy
who would stay after school with me just to walk
around and talk.

A boy that can free style for me.


A boy that would look me in the eyes and sing me
something random but sweet

A boy that acts
normal around anyone.

A boy who would tell another girl
that he already has a girlfriend.

A boy who would make out
in the rain with me.

A boy who would lay under the
stars and tell me stories as I lay my head on his
chest.

A boy who would wait for me outside the
bathroom.

A boy who would come up behind me;
take my hands; and lay his head on my shoulder
so I can put mine on his.

A boy who lets me pay
for somethings.

A boy who would do something
special for me if I were having a bad day.

A boy
who would write on "Happy Birthday" on a
chalkboard in one of my classes on my birthday.

A
boy who would take someones cell phone; go into
the bathroom and call me if I wasn't in school; and
find out where I was.

A boy who would tell me
things through my friends.

A boy who yells my
name from across the hall.

A boy who would meet
me at my locker every morning and at dismissal.

A
boy who would let me sit with my friends at lunch;
and when we'd look at each other from across the
cafeteria; we'd smile at one another.

A boy who
would come and sit with me and my friends.

A boy
who would beat another guys ass if they were
messing with me.

A boy who would let me take
pictures of him and put them in my binder.

A boy
who would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball
machines.

A boy who would call me at 3am and
ask me what I was doing; and tell me he was
thinking about me.

A boy who would go to the mall
with me and we'd make fun of people.

A boy who
would go places with me and my friends even
though he'd be the only guy.

A boy who would
laugh at me when I get a detention; only because
he's sitting there next to me for the same reason.


A boy who would carry my books for me.

A boy
who would help me with my homework; even
thought he doesnt know it either.

A boy who would
pick out a song that made him think of me.

A boy who likes some of my music; and I would like
some of his; even though we both in the first place
hated it; but now love it cause they like it.

A boy who would help me if I was having problems at
home.

A boy who would burn me a CD of songs
that make him think of me; and I'd do the same.

A boy who would take the blame for me being late.

A boy who would pin me against a wall and kiss me.


A boy who would take me to the movies and see a
stupid kid movie; just so we can sit in the back
and make out.

A boy who makes his friends
jealous of me because he talks about me so
much.

A boy who lets me take pictures of him at
embarrassing times.

A boy who would pretty much
do anything for me.

Friday, December 23
12:13 PM



Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!



You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!



; AHA. can youu see that ?!


You Are a Sleek Black Bra!

Subtle, sophisticated, and classy.
You're not the first woman a man notices in the room...
But you're the one he remembers a week later.
You need a guy who will make a lasting impression on you too!


; such quizzes are avaliable ?! insanity.


You Are Lacy Panties

You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class.
You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness.
Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately.
Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match.


; it's getting crazy. how true can it be. =/


Your Celebrity Sisters Are Jessica and Ashlee

Beautiful, feminine, and stylish.
Who care's if you're a bit of a daddy's girl?


; DADDY'S GIRL ?! i wished. (:


Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

Spontaneous, on a tropical vacation, when he realizes he can't be without you.


; haha we'll see about that. (;


Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual
You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in
You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage
Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily


; er no comments ?


You Are a Passionate Kisser

You are the most likely type to kiss a sexy stranger

Your kissing style is unpredictable and free spirited

You could kiss anyone at a drop of a hat

It's all about where your passion leads you



; right. kissing a stranger ? NO.



okay. can youu see im really bored ?
i shall stop quizzing myself. HAHA.
(: its raining. got a bbq after that.
YAWNS. im bored.



; i miss youur lips.
i miss youur warm hugs.
i miss youur embrace.
i miss my fingers twined in youurs.
i miss youur act cute self.
i miss youu entertaining me.
i miss everything about youu.

im deprived of those. =/

11:09 AM



youu said youu love me.
















but it seems t me like we're drifting apart.




i love youu boy.
i really do.

Thursday, December 22
9:59 PM



-pats on vic's back.


i got outta my comfort zone nd did something
which i didnt do last time. while waiting for guan
sheng t appear, went t the ladies nd was vaining
at the mirror till this two little girls was trying
t on the tap. haha i decided t help them. good ?
haha not a BIG deed la. but im satisfied.

on my way home, pasir ris was the last stop. the
old lady was still sleeping like a pig so
soundly. i looked at everyone. they simply alighted
the train. nobody took the step t wake her up. i
felt so uneasy. poor lady. so i went t tap her legs,
no response. HMMM. so i shaked her alittle. haha.
i was very happy after that. what i receive was a
delighted smile nd [chinese] thank youu. ohwels.



buzz off if youu think i'm a loser doing this. (:
i know im not ` (:



the core of e31.


sounds rather nice eh. well, i donnt know
whether i should feel good about being
labeled as the more "mature" member
in the cellgroup or feel weird about being
the few who sound t be the rebellions.

ohwels. i guess bro darren really rocks.
he's a good listener. just someone i
needed most for the past few months.
but its just a waste that we donnt know
each other well. he listens
nd doesnt debates back. he solves nd
explains. this is what i call a leader.

i would love t be in his cellgroup. (:
no complains, really. ohwels. heart-throbbed.
he gave me that cute smirks smile again !
how cute. okay i donnt know how i reacted.
anyways, we were able t conclude the things
bro alvin needs t work on.

i must say it's first impression that affects
the opinion of someone. for me, i must say
my impression of bro alvin stays. he's a
leader, im a member. youu see, a clear drawn
line between us resulting the limited openess.
i must admit im not open t everyone. sometimes
i try. but i hate talking about me nd my stuff,
my problems .. i donnt like sharing. never.
nd another impression of bro alvin when he
wants t talk, it's scolding time nd lecturing.
thats why i hate talking. i still vividly remember,
16 oct 2004, friday night, at ryan's void deck,
after cell. that was my first counselling
session. i was terrified nd blown away. since
then, i felt so dangerous in church. like everyone
was bad people nd i was in danger. =/



; SIGH. i donnt know why im talking about
all those. my mind is all so stirred up nd
screwed. it's bl an k. i need a breather.

BREATHER PLEASE.




im glad bro darren cleared the "war" in
the cell. its a prayer come true. how funny.
i got encouraged by ryan when he said ;
pray for youur cell. ha, i thought
about it. maybe thats what i should start
doing nd quit complaining about everything.
so now, we know bro alvin has rooms t
improve nd learn. well, we all also have
our own rooms t improve. i have a mansion
of rooms t improve nd learn about. hmm.


; im so messed up nd confused.
all my heart felt was aches.
i couldnt decide. my heart was
tearing apart. it's bleeding.
i cried, youu teared.
now, i wanna cry.


; i'm sorry baby. it's my fault.
please donnt drown in youur
pain. i love youu `

i hate myself ?
cannt i be decisive.
cannt i make good promises.
cannt i learn t GROW UP.


victoria lim, youu suck.



fancy hoping for a christmas so lovely.
what i recieve is a tear on a door.
merry christmas, vic.

11:10 AM




; i'm scrreewwed.




i'm sorry for always making empty promises
which i didnt even give a thought t any
consequences that might come our way.
i'm always doing things without thinking.
i'm dumb. pure dumb. 100% stupid.

; i hate myself please.
yet im self obsessed.
so maybe i do love myself.

everything that happens,
i only have myself t blame.
it's my fault la. i'm sorry.


im afraid of losing youu yet i wanna enjoy
the company out there. i hate t always
break youur heart like that. youu mean
everything t me. i always blame myself
when such things happen nd i'm getting
so stressed about everything.

; i donnt know how my life will turn out.
forgive me.
i love youu.

Wednesday, December 21
10:27 AM



what a hulk worth the tears.




KING KONG. (:

indeed, a real hulk.
somewhat handsome,
also beautiful.

beauty killed the beast.
how true.

where's my beast.
am i youur beauty ?





take me t youur highest tower.

Monday, December 19
7:48 PM



havent been updating. (:

friday.
went for ryan's chalet. haha. it was great.
i would classify it as fuun nd fab. (:
two thumbs up! haha ohwels. we played
risk for like 5 hours ? haha. it's funny nd
entertaining la. (:
the rain was screwed. kept stopping nd
starting. ohwels. bbq food was good.

nd yes, i caught the last episode of
that 9pm drama series. (: nicee.
continued playing risk nd about 12.30am,
went t the pool nd play. haha the guys
was practically stripping like nobody's
business. okay how cool. haha.
suddenly got this security guard, point
laser at us can. wth. the guys best la.
all started sinking under water. like as if
the guard didnt see them. =/ pfft.

got out of the pool nd went back t change.
all wet nd drench. haha. left there at around
145am.

saturday.
had cellgroup at my house. e31 nd e30
combining. how amazing. 22 people
can fit in my room. ohwels. someone
said so what. nicholas reached first.
haha i thought who called me. then
guan sheng nd joan reached. haha.

okay the rest came nd blam. it was
crowded. it brings forth memories of
the past. the previous e31. as happy
nd as united nd as big nd rowdy. (:
i was happy. last time. now ?
i shall elaborate more later.

after cell, my mummy cooked food
for everyone. nicholas was thickskinned

la. asked me t pay him for helping
t pour the drinks for everyone. pfft.
i promised him t pay in a decade.
kenny was the witness la. ohwels.
haha. i love e30 somehow. everyone
was just so nice ? lovie haha.
sitting alone eating. she kept koping
my food LOL. silly girl. haha shawn
was crappy haha. well he was a sister

for a day. ohwels.

had lotsa fun. went for chalet after that.
ryan, ct, zq, yq, zhenghui havent reach ?
okay so my bro was like ZOOM nd blam,
he went t play with the kids. okay so
i was lonely. went t sit in the playroom
nd rot with my pinball game.

they reached nd got attacked by the kids

with those plastic balls. pfft. my face was
all hit la. nd my back, wa ct aimed wrongly.
haha ohwels. hmm went t the room with
them t laze. was talking about stuff.
ziqing nd yong qiang soon arrived. they
went swimming. ryan nd i nothing better
t do. so i decided t go rollarblading in
the rain while he shall walk me. (:

i was quite high. haha. he swung me

like so fast ? i like. (: then i started
singing camp songs. haha the father
abraham one was nuts. i was jumping
on blades nd i forced him t do it with
me too. (: it was surely fun. i lovee him.

went back for bbq. the food was nicee.
i love the chicken wings. (: haha.
ohwels. the guys went t play football.

so ziqing nd me were going nuts la.
dancing on the bball court LOL.
went back t the room. played risk.
HA, zhenghui nd me was like having
huge war man. he had like 160 cannons ?
i had only 86. how pathetic. haha.
we throw dices until hand tired. haha.
my bro slept in the sleeping bag lol.
ohwels. went home at 230am. yawns.

sunday.
hmmm everyone overslept. my alarm
didnt ring. ryan didnt call me too. haha

until one hour later 830. haha. went t
expo. hmm was rather late t catch good
seats. so had t find whatever we have.
service was great. (: lovee it. i love
pastor kong. haha. sang christmas
carols lol. we had candlelit service.
IT ROCKS PLEASE.

pastor kong off all the lights. it's
pitched black. we had our candles.
then he light his candle nd pass
t the pastors. the pastors then

walked around nd spread the fire.
(: its a lovely sight from the back.
its fab. no words could explain.




after service was quite pissed.
ohwels. alot of chaos happened.
well, i have yet t tell jiahui my
christmas wish.


well, simple.
# transfer me outta cell
# cash
# denium skirt/jeans


but the thing is, it has t be $20 nd
below. so aha, the first is out. cos
it doesnt need money. waste my
wish only. second, perfect. third,
i donnt know if 20 bucks nd find
one. ohwels.


; im pathetic please.


my cellgroup is in a horrible state.
well, i donnt feel happy at all. =/
i feel crushed. its so hard la.
i look at other cell nd envy them.
looking at mine, i miss my old
e31. with all the people, our
joyful memories. now, its the cgl
nd the members that doesnt click.

it's either someone gets counselled
after cell or debrief. its ridiculous
nd im driving crazy. nd christmas
party we had last year, isnt gonna
happen this year. this year, the
feeling is all gone. im disappointed.
we're just trying t irritate each other.
going nowhere. our cell wont grow in
number nd in our spiritual walk.
it just keeps going ..

; nd im stressed up.

im poor la. no allowance. have been
pressurised t complete my building
fund. okay outstanding of $100 ++/
bad enough. i feel so stressed alr.
trying t fit in with others t do things
together but cant since ive got some
outstanding funds. nd now, being
pushed for it. its not as if i donnt
want t fufill it please. im trying
my best. i resorted loaning. it's
not easy. breaking the level of pride
t fufill something in a quicker time.
SIGH.

; there's so many things i wished
i could do. iceskating. movies.
neoprints. new handphone. clothes.
im so restricted nd im still hoping
for it t happen.

5:55 PM



i never believed in dreaming,

it never got me very far.
i never believed that love could find me,
like an arrow through the heart.
i never believed in miracles,
or building castles in the air.
not until that day i found youu,
turned around nd youu were there.
from the day youu came,
youu gave me a whole new point of view.
i've been touched by an angel,
it's impossible, but true.

i believe in youu.
i swear that forever from today,
no one will ever take youur place.
i believe in youu.
nd i believe our love will last always.

i never believed in fairy tales,
though sometimes i wish i could,
i never believed that golden slippers could ever find the perfect foot.
i never believed in magic,
or that wishes could come true,
but youur very kiss changed all this,
something only youu could do.
youu made me a believer,
youu made me trust again,
youu showed there's a pot of gold,
at every rainbow's end.

only love, sets youu free,
nd if youu serve t fate,
then youu're my destiny.
now i know, now i see.
anything can happen, if youu just believe.


...


youu're my everything. (:
I LOVE YOUUU.

Thursday, December 15
2:56 PM


PHOTOS UPDATED. (:


sentosa is sucha paradise. (:


met ryan at tamp. he volunteered t
meet me there nd go together. he
was supposed t woo me again. how
fun. but he failed like nuts la. i wonder
how my heart was caught. HMMMM.

in the train was madness la. we were
friends. cos he was still woo-ing me.
nd guess what. he said my bag was
stinking. i smelled countless times
nd i smell .. nothing ? bag smell la.
fancy him telling a girl her bag is smelly
when he wanna woo her. right path for
me t ditch youu. (: haha. stupid la.


someone tried t smuggle waffles la.
selfish donnt wanna share. no wonder
i smelled waffles la. ate it all up. (:

he kept pestering me for gameboy ?
wth. how annoying. i really doubt i
was knowing what i was doing when
he had me. so after decades of
persuation, i took it out. how childish.

reached sentosa. hop on t the first bus

we saw. how kiasu. HMMM landed at
siloso beach. how disappointing. past
12 alr but no hot sun ? nvm. we went

t a shelter nd ate lunch. there was this
fly la. he never bathee. of course attract
fly. gross. haha there was another
attraction. this minor bird was botak!

haha hes head was supposed t be black.
but it was bald la. very very funny. haha.
should have took a photo. (:



our lunch under shelter (:



ANYWAYS. he asked me if i wanna go
underwater world. i said ya. he said
lets go. i was like donnt bluff la.
he walked on. hmm so i started
doubting him nd started questioning
him. haha its too good t be true.

he always abuses me, why suddenly
so nice. =x LOL. alright. so eventually,

we ended up at the ticket booth. AHA.
he really bought the tickets nd soon,
we were alr in underwater world. hmm.
i loveee himmmm. (:

went t the touch pool. didnt dare t
touch lol. still remembered touching
last year. so mr toh wanna act hero.
he went t touch. so i touch la. cannot
believe i touched the shark okay.

super funny. this fish can squirt water
at youu. it squirt at ryan twice can. LOL.
fish + ryan = water riot. haha.

the blue starfish i held (:
its a orange one i held last year.


we headed in. hmm saw many weird
new creatures. it was totally different
from last year la. i took only some photos.
deleted a few. (: haha. there was this
HUGE spider crab. the photo is in my phone.
but ive got one which was dead. haha.

hmm super huge. looks so fake. like some
hairy potter spider. (: nd those fishes
looks anique. its so long nd big. haha.
seems like there are so many crabs there.


this crab is antique. haha. but its real la.
as long as ryan. =x




this fish is super long nd BIG.


sea angels. super cute. it looks like sea
monkeys. except for a red belly nd their
hands. OMGAWD. TOO CUTE. (:
kept flabbing t swim. haha so puny.

we took the travelator. so fun so fun.
haha fishes were all over us. (:
there was this particular fish. look like
ryan la. BLOOP BLOOP. kept stalking
me la. it was like swimming sidebyside

with me ? gross. its blue nd its eyes
were bulging like its gonna fall nd the
lips, horribly fat nd swollen. it must be
single. =x LOL. no photos though.
afraid my lens might crack.

soon, many many kids came. stupid
day for an excursion. haha. so noisy.
they all stink la. all the sweat. yuck.
nd also, i think there was some indian

tour group. ohman. the whole place
was infested with weird smell. =x

saw this fake dolphin. voice super

cute. haha took photo with it. (:
nd i was forced t take with the fossil.
ohhyes. we took with a xmas tree too.
take alook.







went back t touch pool nd touch.
walked one round in the travelator.
then went back t touch pool again.
nd again.
nd again. (:
cannt help it. every touch is worth
money. haha. touched the stingrays,
sharks, starfish, fishes that squats..
i have yet t touch the pufferfish though.
donnt want it t puff at me. (: HAHA.


HAIYAH. had t leave the water world
nd head t dolphin lagoon. hmmm.
it was so crowded alr. but we managed
t get a perfect spot in the first
row in the sun. (: fabulouus. i started
putting suntan lotion LOL. the sun was
pipping in hot. pushed my chair further
in front nd spread myself LOL. how great.

omgomg there was this jap volunteer.
she was soaking wet in her transperant

dress ? everyone knew her undies were blue.
how low down. HMMM LOL.

the dolphins were cute nd beautiful.
i had this love nd crave for dolphins
since 12. totally awesome. (:


my feet now has major tan lines. stupid

slippers. haha. nvm at least i know the
sun did soak me up. haha.

we were hungry. headed t 7eleven.

met an eye candy in red undies. lol.
ryan la. kept blocking me. stupid.
but he gave up so TADA. my hunk.

superman eh. (: woo. nvm.
bought food nd settled down at
the table. kinda distracting. haha.

people kept throwing their ball over us,
under us, beside us, on us. POOF.
kinda scary. haha.

went t tanjong beach twin tower.
haha our first spot at sentosa

last year. (: how nice.
it was kinda scary. the tower
was shaking. some group were

playing some water bomb thing.
they kept running. we were

stuck la. haha at least we were
trying t stable the shake.

we took like over 70 photos there.
how amazing. (:









he's camera shy ?





we went t change nd headed t town.
haha supposed t catch the lights.
but ended up eating nd eating. (:
I LOVE CHEESE TOFU ! (:

cheese tofu's my thang.
LOL.








12:11 PM


expo photos with e30 people.
(: