day four.
so far nothing. heh.

i decided t give 2 weeks for the
wallet t return. or rather, for the
kind soul finder t return it.
after 2 weeks, i shall assume the
wallet has died-ed. or rather, horribly
disfigured in the chute. how gross.

sigh. t think of how my favourite
sport could ruin a period of my life.
how it ruined my chinese new year.
how it made me see people differently.

i still love captain's ball so much.
my sport, my game, my passion.
sport vs wallet, WALLET LUHHH.
sigh, if only i fell nd i didnt go out.


; donnt let circumstances rule us.
we rule over them,
overcome nd get over them.


thats a good one.
but sometimes it's just too hard.
im trying my best t get over it.
afterall, people may think it's
just a wallet. just.
cos they arent the owner of it.
nd of course, never went through
anything with that wallet.

all my sentosa tickets were inside.
my surprised date t underwater world
ticket is also inside. movie tickets.
even my bro's cutest photo is inside.
if only the finder could read my blog,
i would beg of him/her t return it t me.
no amount of money could ever pay
for such wonderful memories in my life.
those are pleasant memories, never forgotten.
but at least the material proof meant something.


sigh. keep counting.
lose it, victoria.
get over it.



i hope.

day three. heh.
no calls of missing wallet found.
sigh. when am i gonna find it.
when is it gonna return t me.

collecting red packets had been hectic.
im getting tired of receiving them alr.
knowing that i've got no wallet t hold them.
i miss my wallet.

i hate the thought of restarting.
the thought of a new wallet.
i really hate it.
i donnt want a new wallet.
i want my wallet of memories.
pleaase return my wallet.

it's almost a year since i got the wallet.
14th feb is the wallet's birthday.
sigh. why wouldnt it come back for its day.




day three alr.
nd im still counting.

i miss my wallet.
fancy crying over it.
it haunts my mind every night.
it's everything t me.
i donnt mind giving half my
angpow money for the wallet.
it holds memories.
thinking of the wallet makes
me pour my sorrow of losing it.
each tear that flows from my very eyelid,
represents a million times,
how much it meant t me.
nd how much i miss it.
nd how much i want it t come back.


how cruel the person can get.
not t return the wallet t me.
sigh. i hope he/she doesnt
dispose it in the chute.
its gonna be the end then.


i hate yishun interchange.
i hate bus 812 like crazy.
i hate yishun safra.
i hate yishun police station.
i hate bishan's breadtalk.
i hate the cakes i was carrying.
i hate the bun i was munching.
i hate all of them.

it wouldnt have happened,
if the above didnt exist.
ND IF ONLY I WAS INFORMED
THAT CAPTAIN'S BALL WAS
CANCELLED.



sigh.
i want my wallet.
only my wallet.

heh. day two.
no sign of missing wallet found.
this is getting depressing.
sigh.


happy new year t all.

PLEASE RETURN MY WALLET.

sigh. the thought of the wallet,
knowing that it might not come back,
i just wanna break down.
im really devastated.
no feelings could express how sad ?

i wanna cry.
it meant so much t me.
its everything.
i really hope he/she will return.

my ripcurl wallet.
the best present ever.
from the best boyfriend.
forever my favourite.

havent been blogging.
shall blog what i remembered.
wednesday, fell down at the canteen
during recess. how embarrassing.
i hopped onto the bench nd *BLAM
on my chest. =x okay i screamed.
nd my darling clique laughed. (:

thursday. after school, went for the
O'level music course. on the way there,
i noticed alot of elderly falling down.
at holy trinity bus stop, theres a malay
elderly, fell when she alighted the bus.
so poor thing luhh. cos shes kinda obese,
alot people helped her up. i felt like
helping but .. i donnt know how. so the
bus left. at N2, another chinese elderly,
she boarded then the bus moved, she fell.
but thank GOD, a man held her. (:
lao hero. =x haha. my heart jumped for
that second, thought she fell. man.

reached the school. was followed by a
weird nerdy girl from bedok north sec.
was quite irritated pleaase. she kept
staring at me. so i asked the security
where t go nd walked away with that
unwanted attitude. went t general office,
the guy teacher volunteered t take me
there. i saw that bedok north girl,
stranded nowhere. so i signaled her
t follow us by using my face t point.
the male teacher was weird. =/ HAHA.

went t the room. okay people were
practicing piano ? okay gosh. i was
the only sacian. when class started,
MAN was i an outkast. im the only
sacian nd the only one with nobody.
okay i got t know this pretty girl from
coral sec nd another from coral too.
gosh, that girl, i saw her somewhere.
my ex-ex-piano teacher student. HMMM.
haha. ohwels. everyone performed one
piano piece that day. i didnt. i was
exempted that day but i had t play
next week ?! NERVES RAGING LUHHH.
theres this particular boy, totally weird.
he acts super weird nd irritates me.
okay he's always seeking for attention.
unnecessary attention. everything he does,
is always t the extreme.
how gross. nd towards the end of lesson,
he kept turning behind nd smile at me.
i was freaking out, really. he told something
about me t his friends then they turned around.
WHAT THE. %#&@(#)@^!%@*#!


; okay. ignore the weirdos..


I SAW MY JOY. (:
JOY T MEEEE.
OHHGOSH, IM TURNING LESBIAN/
MY SECRET CRUSH.

friday. after school, had some lunch appreciation
thingy for the camp facilitators. okay. i felt as if
i was eating leftovers from camp. =x LOL. ohwels.
went opposite school t find the rest. okay.
was kinda pissed ? moody ? okay whatever.
no further elaboration.

went tamp. cafe cartel. yupp. bread was good.
der's brownie was HEAVEN. inddeeed.
mable was touching me all the time.
i must be her obsession.
she's my part-time stead.
(:

im flirt pleaase.
lemme count my darling girlfriends.



lost count.
((:

...

saturday.
okay supposed t play captain's ball.
was kinda upset nd pissed. =/ peev.
i went all the way t bishan. contacted
thousands of people. found no replies.
called millions of population. no answer.
bro alvin called. its cancelled. cheryl didnt
tell me. okay. so i wasted my 1 hour trip.
i was pissed. cos i hate it when things or
people rob my sleep. i was so so tired. =/
OKAY. nvm. so i bought loads of cake from
breadtalk nd buns t vent my unpleasant feel.
food makes me happy.

called ryan. woke him up. met him at yishun.
okay supposed t watch movie but ended up
play pool. nd nothing went right. only when
we went t arcade, i wanted t take my wallet
out t exchange tokens, i found out that it
was lost. SIGH. we went back t interchange t
find. made report. waited for the bus t come back.
ryan was super nice. hes like as worried as the
owner of the wallet. (:
the bus came, no wallet found. someone took it.
we went back t the safra nd find. no clues.
went t bus stop find. none found. in the end,
went police station t make report. SIGH.
its only ez link card important nd $16. but.
the wallet nd everything inside is precious ?
AYE. im very very devastated nd sad. =/



; SOMEONE PLEAASE RETURN MY WALLET.

went t the interview room with policeman.
alvin lim is his name. my surname. hmmmm.
okay whatever. however, my answers i gave him
was kinda humourous according t ryan.

alvin : what colour is youur wallet ?
me : EH. white ? yeah. abit algae-ish.
alvin : *types & STONED. er, what colour ?
me : =x white.

alvin : any other cards inside except ez link ?
(almost said pink levelone card but i thought
he wasnt kawaii nd modern so .. )
me : dental appointment card ?
alvin : *surprised nd chuckled.
alvin : i mean any important card like atm card ?
me : LAUGHS. okay. no.


what a interview. LOL.
ohwels. im terribly sad still.
if only i was informed that outing was cancelled.
IF ONLY, none would have happened.
i would still be happily at home.
using comp. admiring my wallet.
sigh. nobody can ever get back my wallet.
my memories.
my stuff.
my precious.


; GOD PLEAASE HELP ME FIND.
LURE THAT PERSON T THE POLICESTATION.
TURN HIM IN.

help ?

people say we are the best,
who say, youu say, i say
who say, youu say, i say
people say we number two,
we say, youu dan ku ku !
who say, youu say, i say
who say, youu say, i say
people say they want t win,
we say, youu rubbish bin !
who say, youu say, i say
who say, youu say, i say
GOOOOOOO, 2/8 (:

i love 2/8.


...

here awaits youu,
a terribly long long entry. (:

first of all,
CAMP ROCKS ! (:

wednesday.
eslynn parents fetch me t school. hmmm,
went t assemble at hall. went t our given
class. 2/8 ha, looking at them. cannt tell
if they were nerds or anything BUT GOSH,
im pretty satisfied over their banner. it
was beautifully done. okay so we went t
the basketball court t play games with
them. okay they practically laugh at every
lame thing we do. -.-" haha. nd yes, their
cheer rocks. (: okay played lotsa games.
cheered like crazy. 2/8 rocks pleaase.

had lunch nd my class was so well behaved.
man, they really do how t behave when they
have t. (: okay so we left for camp site.
went t our doms. settled down. ohhman.
i miss those doms. (: haha. but not the spiders
nd creepies that crawls on it. haha. nd guess
what ? our dom was the last one nd the furthest
ND the NEAREST t the big chute. it stink luhhh.

okay. had briefing nd stuff. then activity started.
haha my class was doing high ropes. (: how fun.
we, facilitators, have t belay them while they
climb. i was so exhausted luhh. ohwels. (:
nothing much for the first day.
but from then, we could already spot those
cliques in the class. the sporting ones nd
the quiet ones. nd maybe some irritants.
ohwels. OHHYES. I THINK JOY'S CUTE ! =X
haha i like amanda moey too. super hot nd pretty.
JOY T THE WORLD .. (: so cuteeeee. ah.
that night, darling daphne called me. LOL.
i miss them so much. they were in sec 4 camp.
ah, then my dearest mable woke up t talk t me.
she sounded half dead pleaasse. (:

ohhohh ! forgot t mention. during washing time,
haha let my juniors wash my plates. was slacking
with hilda, debrah nd der. (: gosh we are horny girls
nd we love it (: i was the porno photographer. hilda
was the FHM MEGA MAGAZINE FRONTPAGE. gosh,
that sight of her makes guys drool. =x haha she damn
funny luhh. nd debrah, turns me on. =x (: she did a
damn horny butt dance for meee. WHOOOO.

thursday.
super pissed with the class. wtf. waking up at 5am.
i tried t sleep but couldnt so got up at 515am.
scolded them like shit.
think wake up early so fun issit ?
youu think we not tired issit ?
spare a thought for us la.
stop youur noise nd shut up.

how great eh. dozed off nd got up so
reluctantly at 5.30am. so tiring. the class
do have bad points. breakfast, was eating
like i almost dozed off nd choked.
had rock climbing first. okay quite funny.
the instructor used me as demo. okay i was
belayer, he was rope manager. damn funny.
he pull the rope so hard, i swung t his arms. =x
LOL. he was like, what happened t youu !
then he pull again, i swung back. lol damn paiseh.
so the juniors started t climb. i belayed till my skin
was torn la. all red nd pain. ohwels.
i belayed some really thin nd small ones nd those
just horizontally challenged. (:
my musceles are REALLY bigger now. seriously. (((:
sport the juniors for abseiling.
touched all their bums. ha. chou chou. (: neck pain.

lunched like so many servings AS USUAL. (:
then had kayaking. haha. PERIODS EXCUSE ME.
how great. hmmm i was dripping wet. =x
no further elaboration. (: haha.
t test for the life-jacket, we had t stand in a
circle nd hold each other. then we float.
okay this junior, no name mentioned, she
irritates the shit outta me. freaking hell,
she talks as if we were all 10km away.
shouting in my ears. i asked her t shut up.
okay THEN. instructor asked us t stand up.
she held me down. i was so pissed with my
clumsy-ness nd my weakness of not being
able t swim, i pushed her down nd got up. =x
how great. haha. OHWELS. kayaked with cass.
haha. we were second t reach instructor.
so fun. instructor was damn macho luhh !
die-hard muscles. girls go gaga (:
GOSH. (: hes good looking i must say.
besides that, he taught the juniors how t
splash water at facilitators. he only knew
we were facilitators when they splashed at us.
PFFT. so we chased him nd splashed at him but
t our disadvantage, he was like, goodness, youu
girls are so gonna get it. then he splashed like
gallons of water la. LOL. (: hes so macho nd cute.

went back t change t dry clothes. i took a rinse luhh.
haha. gladys was like spraying the water on us ?
i was freaking out. lol too cold. (: went t build
sandcastle. 2/8 rocks pleaase. seriously. ah they rock.
haha. other classes were just a pile of sand compiled
like one hill. ours was A COUNTRY LUHH. got turtle..
got spaceship.. even got river with water. lol. nd some
animal farm .. great wall of china ? (: haha. great effort.

after that, went t gather. omgawd. miss kwan rocks. (:
so fun. haha i was busy counting attendace. she stood
next t me nd said "fifty, forty, sixty five, six, ten .. "
OMGAWD. so cute. (: she made me lose count haha.
had dinner. as usual. COUPLE OF SERVINGS. ((:
then at washing area, was supervising them.
i got damn pissed here. i mean, the stupid juniors..
NO BRAINS PLEAASE. fancy throwing their waste into
a dustbin with NO PLASTIC BAGS. i repeat,
NO PLASTIC BAGS.
so smart, huh. bloody shit. stupid people.
then gladys asked me t clear the dustin.
okay no comments alr. heh.

we started massaging each other. HMMM.
it was camp fire night. (: things changed for
the better. heee. okay our class skit was great.
haha we helped them t think of it nd ta da ! (:
we had the kiddies, bimbos nd nerds. each had
a song of each. super nice. haha. proud of them.
ohwels. (: we cheered nd laugh. they were kinda
quieter than usual but asked them t steam their
spirits up nd yes they did. (: i think *she's super
cute. (: sat next t her. heee. OKAY WHATEVER.

guess what. 2/8 WON ! (:
haha we won for overall. omgawd.
how surprised i was. i love them ! (:
wheee. if only i could be in her class.
(: anyway. haha so happy luhhh. hee.
proud t be their facilitator. haha.

ohwels. i was super burnt. skin like
damn pain. took a midnight shower.
super cold haha. went back t dom,
haha everyone's asleep. unlike the first night.
ohwels. this junior, she snore like SIREN.
omgawd. damn funny. then cass dozed off.
she snored like mad cos the sleeping bag
was on top of her nose. she covered cos the
dustbin smell was freaking smelly. haha.
i helped her take out lol. noise polluter. (:

friday
LAST DAY. haha. hmmmm, was kinda sad
that its the last day. =/ its too fast. haha.
I LOVE CAMPS. I LOVE FACILITATING !
wheee. i'll definately miss 2/8 loads.
well, we had orienteering in the morning.
seeing them run around like mad lunatics
made me remembered how laura nd another
senior ran last year. we even got tied up nd
had t run together. (: ohwels. gladys was
kinda nice that morning. she offered us coke.
nd yeahh. i thought she was kinda nasty
the previous night. ohwels. ((:

had cleaning up. ohwels. i was supervising
the doms nd doms void deck. okay patrina
nd gladys asked me if dom was okay alr.
i trusted that the girls did their job so i said
ya, sparkling clean. haha she was like, i go
check. haha i ran up nd check first, nd t
my horror, its utterly dirty. HMMMMM.
so hurry got girls t clear it. it was so slow.
i helped lol. then gladys nd patrina came.
uhhohh. was so scared they would scold ?
-.-" cold sweat luhhh. but phew, surprisingly,
they didnt. i was telling them, how i trusted
the juniors t finished it. gladys went, " yeahh
yeahh naan uhh uhh uh'' dots. -.-" okay so
i hurry got people t clean it up. okay so it was
clean nd patrina nodded. YIPPEEE.

okay next problem. our void deck. since ours was
the nearest t the chute, its always so sandy nd stuff.
but thinking we could get it done, got everyone t
clean. some used slippers nd stood down nd
clean the floor like some cinderella. LOL. (:
im proud of them. really proud. *heads up. =)
miss kang from another dom saw our mess LOL.
she told adele nd adele came t tell me t ask
them stop. LOL. our efforts were seen nd
miss kang said, wa ! that group got sandstorm.
ohwels. had one last debrief with them. kinda sad.
but ohwels. okay they love us as facilitators ! (:
YAY. haha. they say im crazy haha. fineee.

had t gather. had group photo.
so gonna miss them.
nd t our surprise, we had more prizes ?!
okay sandcastle building - we won.
cleaniness we won ? GOSH.
okay thats new. haha (:
2/8 really rocks luhh.
no words could ever describe how
proud i was. really. really. <3>pleaase note : young gangsters.
okay how young youu may ask ?
primary two. (: yes, they are.
super ahbbeng please. haha xiao beng. =x
so scary luhh. they went t disturb this madman.
nd got themselves into trouble. i was quite
scared that time luhh. afraid that the madman
will throw the little kid down. he was holding
the youngest boy's slipper. he was crying luh.
gosh, then the older bro held his hand nd
had some ahbeng face. wow, REAL MAN AH.
(: ohwels. so stupid luhh. everyone was looking.
some sort of lunatic. stupid ahbengs too.

i miss camp, nonetheless.


saturday.
had cell at my place. very few people.
yeapp. i think i got a vision from God.
or rather, at least He was trying t tell
me something. but hard t say. =/ nvm.
after that, went t claudia's birthday party.
had nadia nd claudia at my arrival. omgawd.
looking at them together, i missed our times.
it was indeed true friendship. never felt again.
when i got next t them, i felt so right ? okay.
gosh, i miss them. okay got there. saw a few
others. haha. they were gambling with $$$.
haha. helped with the bbq for awhile then went
t play. somehow, i missed the hugs i got from
my dearest ex-bestfriends. hugging them made
me feel like im primary 5 nd 6 again. why why.

nvm. haha saw a particular yandao there. LOL.
ohwels. nd forgot t mention, hilda had a eye
candy there ! haha. laura - witness. (:
haha. enjoyed myself there. they rock.

sunday.
i overslept again. as usual. sundays. (:
so rushed t church. met guansheng at my
house bus stop. went church together.
haha he got style eh. (: wore style cap,
furry style jacket. (: haha nice cny clothes.
haha. we rushed. svc started haha. i had
a sick feeling that hilda didnt come LOL.
she really didnt. (: ohwels. svc was great.
hmmm, pastor kong rocks my world (:
after service, guansheng nd jackson pakseh
me. HMMM. was chionging my piano hw. ha.
ryan came. we went t my piano class. he left.
okay i didnt do practical. LOL. my teacher rocks.
she ask me rest my finger. (: theory for an hour.

after that, went fareast with mummy. haha.
met kimberly nd gloria haha. (:
almost bought this purple puffy skirt ? damn.
came back, someone took it alr. -.-" wth.
rushed like mad luhh. then bought a brown puffy
skirt. YAY. okay bought chirppy. nice. (:
so supposed t eat sakae sushi luuhh. dad
bad mood ? hmm so bought duck nd ate home.

monday.
so pissed with ms yeong again.
irritating form teacher. sigh. i hate her.
her chairman kept talking t me ? then
not as if i was talking luhh. wth. she asked
me t move t another seat behind. damnit.
i showed her my bloody attitude. her lesson
was so quiet without me pleaase. ohwels.
donnt like her luhhh. biased ^%#!%*$(@&

ate opposite school then went eslynn house.
nothing much. (:
saw her like so many times !
WHEEE. ((((:

today.
nothing much. going t temasek poly on
9 feb. haha had t choose between nyp nd tp.
so our whole class went tp cos everyone opted
tp. (: haha. yay. ohwels. sian.

after school, went bedok mac t eat. haha walked
my mable t near mrt lol. so nice of me. (:
was so tired. kept dozing off in the bus. haha.
i look damn disgusting when i sleep. =x heh.
ohwels. got disturbed by some ahbengs ? how gross.
they think they so yandao nd charming ? PUI. (:

I LOVE GOD.

I MISS CAMP LIKE SO MUCH ?

JOY T THE WORLD. :D

in the years t come
will youu think about these moments that we shared
in the years t come
are youu gonna think it over
nd how we lived each day with no regrets
nothing lasts forever though we want it t
the road ahead holds different dreams for me an youu

sometimes goodbye though it hurts
in youur heart is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye though it hurts
is the only way now for youu nd me
though its the hardest thing t say
i'll miss youur love in every way
so say goodbye
but donn't youu cry
cause true love never dies

in a year from now
maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'll never said
in a year from now
maybe we'll see each other,
standing on the same street corner though it rains
each nd every end is always written in the stars
if only i could stop the world i'd make this last


; my song.

GLEEMS* (:
i found something about girls.
finally. haha. btw, the guy's
are below this entry.

1.Once they send you a message,they
expect you to reply back.If not,they will be angry
with you. So guys,better reply. ( YAYA )

2.Girls love boys to notice every details even
the small ones.They think it's the way how boys
appreciate them.

3.Girls are very jealous.Even if you send a
friendly message to another female friends like ''You
look hot today",girls will be easily jealous even with
that. ( OMG I SO AGREE )

4.Girls are very sensitve species.Once they are
angry at you,they expect you to calm her
down.

5.Girls sometimes like to flirt with another
boys,Therefore they hate it when boys flirt.
( I SO SO SO AGREE PLEAASE )

6.Girls like to be disturb by boys.

7.Girls are usually more messy than boys are!

8.Girls like it when boys called them "baby".

9.Girls enjoy spending time with their boyfriend
than spending shopping.This shows that a boyfriend
has a really high statue in a girl's heart.Work for it
boys!

10.Girls doesnt like too hairy boys.So remember
guys,shave!

11.Most of the girls like chest hair,but
remember some of them don't! ( YUCK )

12.Girls start to have their dream dating with
their crush when they are standard 2. ( HAHA :x )

13.Girls prefer bad boys than good boys.But
yet,bad boys is some kind of good boys.I know it's
confusing,but it's true! ( I AGREE T THE SECOND SENTENCE)

14.Girls love it when their boyfriends say that
they got girlfriends to the ladies. ( OMG SO TRUE )

15.Most of the pretty girls go out with ugly
boys,but ugly girls go out with handsome guys.I
know
it's weird,but it's true! ( ISSIT ? =/ )

16.In a relationship,girls like it when their
boyfriends buy something like a ring,bracelet and
etc as a item to show their love.It's important!
( HEE. VIC LOVES IT )

17.Don't ever ask your girlfriend's weight!

18.If you told your girlfriend that they are fat,
they will stop eating,doing alot of exercises and etc.
They are sensitive species!You don't want your
girlfriend to look like a stick,don't you?
( IM FAT LUHH, BUT I WILL STILL EAT EVEN THOUGH
MY BOYFRIEND HATES IT. COS IM HAPPY EATING. (: )

19.Girls feel comfortable and not afraid when u
hug them.

20.Always remember!Don't let your girlfriend
hold your hand because they may let it go.Hold
your girlfriend's hand to show that you will never let
them go.

21.Most of the girls prefer sex after marriage.
So don't force them guys! ( DUHHH )

22.Girls are the most beautiful species,but yet
they are the dangerous species. ( RAAAHH )

23.Girls like it when you say something sweet
to them.

24.Girls like it when you call her to wish her
good night.

25.Girls like boys who doesn't care about her
background. ( YEAH BETTER NOT CARE )

26.Girls like boyfriends who are man enough to
make his own decision.Girls hate childish
boyfriends! For girls,childish mean sissy!
( CHILDISH =/ EW )

27.When come to fight,girls are like wild cat.It's
cat fight time!Meow!!!

28.Girls mind about their ex boyfriend having
another girlfriend.It's not because the girl still have a
feeling for her ex,but she used to be the girl.
( =X OMG OMG YES )

29.Girls appreciate boys who does their
homework for them.

30.Girls like clean boys who can clean the
dishes after dinner.

31.Most of the time you may think that the girls
are flirting with another guys,but actually while
they are flirting,they will think about the boy she
truly loves. ( YA, I TOTALLY AGREE. PLEASE UNDERSTAND )

32.Girls who really in love with their boyfriends.They
will tell them their every problems and not scared to
hide it because they believed the word "I will
always be there for you no matter what happen".

33.Girls feel guilty if they are over limit in
flirting.They will come clean to their boyfriends if
they really love because she doesn't want to lose
them.But if she doesn't come clean,you know
what's that means. ( HAHA I DID THAT BEFORE =X )

34.To school students,girls like boys waiting for
them and walk you to the gate even though you
know that you are going to be late.


; maybe relationships do suck afterall.

as we grow up, we learn that even the
one person that wasn't supposed t ever let youu
down probably will. youu will have youur heart
broken probably more than once nd it's harder
every time. youu'll break hearts too, so remember
how it felt when youurs was broken.youu'll fight with
youur best friend. youu'll blame a new love for
things an old one did. youu'll cry because time
is passing too fast, nd youu'll eventually
lose someone youu love.

so take too many pictures,
laugh too much, nd love like youu've never been
hurt because every sixty seconds youu spend
upset is a minute of happiness youu'll never get
back.


from the bottom of my heart. (:

...

friendster have got so many facts about guys.
how about the girls ? haha.

1. Get kissed in the rain

2. Have that one hot kiss where your pressed
against the wall.

3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world.

4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible
when giving hugs.

5. A guy that whispers he loves you in your ear.

6. Have that moment where you just gaze into
each other's eyes.

7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.

8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you
can think about.

9. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath
in,his scent surrounds you.

10. A guy who will watch any movie with
you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.

11. A guy who squeezes your hand.

12. A guy that says he loves you and means it.

13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside
her window.

14. A guy who is loyal.

15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad
he is at it.

16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.

17. A guy that will call you beautiful or
adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy.

18. A guy that will never judge you for how you
look.

19. A guy that says cheezy stuff to you
just to make u smile.

20. A guy that is the same when he is with you
and when with friends.

21. A guy that tells you everything honestly.

22. A guy that is good with your family and
introduces you to his family.

23. A guy that will always let you win.

24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it
is against.

25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi'
and see how your day has been.

26. A guy who tells you that your smile makes his
day and everything better.

27. A guy who will sit on the phone with
you when you're sad, even if you're quiet.

28. A guy who you can hangout and
have fun with.

29. A guy that will just randonmly call
you for no reason at all, just because he missed
you.

30. A guy who will hold your hand through the
roughest parts of life.

31. A guy who would love you forever no
matter the circumstance.

32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get
all dressed up and do your make up for him.
Even if he says he likes you better without make
up.

33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will
never give a care and would still tell you that you
are amazing to him.

34. A guy who runs his fingers through
your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles
away.

35. A guy who tells you you make his day
better, just for being you.

; PEACE OUT T GUYS (:

ohh gosh. im so in love with piano.
the song of piano makes me smile.
i really do appreciate the sound of it.


HMMMMM. i wanna be like maksim nd bach.
my inspiration.




; BACK FROM CAMP. (:
shall blog about it soon.
really tired nd restless. haha.

LOVE T ALL.

AWAY TO CAMP. (:


haha. im quite happy about going
away from home. especially t camp.
ohwels. kinda tired of home. =/
maybe due t all the nags nd scoldings.
so camp's the purrfect break for me. (:




; DAMN T THE PERIODS.
WHY MUST IT BE NOW OF ALL TIME.


BETTER MISS ME (:
ohwels. im gonna miss my darlings.
those who are going for the sec 4 camp.
haha. im quite excited for the sec 2's.
especially being a facilitator. ((((((:
ah, whatever. i hope 2/8 responds well.
i hope they wont just bring their books
nd forget their .. UNDERGARMENTS.
aha, too many books = no space. (:

okay. im kinda mean. but seriously,
quite nervous ? haha. OHWELS. ((:
today i kissed mable. like i promised.
nd she screamed. -.-" she kept
pestering me luhhh. so i suddenly
kiss her, she scream. nd said she's
not prepared. crazy mabmab. (:
she purposely want daphne t be
jealous lol. kept asking her t watch
our porn show. -.- I LOVE THEMM.

during pe, its my first time i saw
mrs tay laugh so much ? okay. -.-
damnn funny. i was goalie due t
my handicapped thumb. haha.
the ball was coming towards me.
my eyes were bulging out, trying
t look so amused by a bouncing ball.
HA, mrs tay kept asking me t catch nd
throw. while talking t her, connie threw
the ball. it ALMOST got it. but she hit
my leg nd it bounced off. how tyco. LOL.
damn funny pleaase. (: cherie cheat !
take the whole cone nd defend the ball.
but haha, no chance.

ms yeong is getting on my nerves. PFFT.
the class was trying t settle down so she
didnt wanna start. then i was just smiling.
PRACTICALLY PHYSICALLY SMILING.
take note : physically.
which also means, no vocal sounds. (:
nd she was like, "my dearest vice-chairman
talking, aaalwaaays talking." omgawd ?
wtf. i really got nothing t say pleaase.
screw such form teacher ! screw her pls.
smiling t my chairman is a form of talking ?
HA, i shouldnt smile. nd if i donnt smile,
youu ask me whats my problem. HAHA.
so retarded ? SMILES*SMILES*SMILES*

mdm kee. my other screwed up co-form.
okay. i was doing my work, except merely
looking around t REST MY EYES. she had t
say, "victoria also. youur basics not so good."
HEEELLOOOOO ! -.- i was like, "since when
did i say my basics were good ?" i even said
it was unbelievably horrible shit. nd she
practically picked on my whole class clique.
she said, "mable, daphne nd victoria basics
not good." okay thanks for highlighting us. (:
der was the worst ? she complained about her
freaking so-not-short hair ? nd asked caryn
t measure for her. make sure its 5cm nd more.
HAHA. so fun for such disciplinary matters.
[ try measuring me ] donnt miss a spot. =x

after school, was rather pissy nd moody.
shant elaborate. =/ went dental after.
okay i gotta EXTRACT FOUR TEETH.
okay tell me about it. daphne ! =/
SIAO LA. kao. (: okay in march before
hols extracting so ..

notice t all outings :
PLEAASEE DATEE ME OUTT BEFORE THEN.
(: im grounding myself after then.

wasted my one year plus of braces.
haha i will look like crap. ah. ohwels.
God will quicken the gap for me.
I LOVE GOD SO MUCH PLEAASE. (:
PRAISE&WORSHIP ROCKS CAN.

okay camp away !
so pleaase miss me.
LEAVE A TAG TOO !

loads of misses nd hugs nd love nd .. etc/

VICTORIA (:

okay. will update photos on the
i-hope-its-healing thumb tmr. (:


sunday.
i overslept pleaase. ha, supposed t wake up
at 730 nd wake that sleepyhead too. but ha,
he woke up earlier la. finee. i woke up at 9am.
jumped out of bed, thinking i might have missed
service. almost cried pleaase. kanchiong. haha.
rushed t church by 9.54am. okay 6 mins early.
Praise the Lord. (: raphael was like, youu overslept
still so early. okay haha. im fast. =x

service was ULTRA GOOD pleaase. ahh <3
pastor kong rocksnd the sermon was what i
have been wondering for. ah, thoughts answered.
i love deja vu ! (: I WANT MOREE.
okay haha. the thought of God knowing me is like
making me jump for joy. haha. but i know He knows
everyone luhhh. just that, maybe we gotta believe
that through Faith ? yehhh. God is good. fantastic.
did i mention praise nd worship was FAB ? gosh.
it was so perfect that service pleaase. (:
I LOVE IT.

after service, went t eat. okay i gave up queuing.
so bought burger king. yupp ate nd walk back for
bible study. okay i donnt really get anything luhh.
i mean, i missed like almost everything except the
first service. great huh. OHWELS. huiling's pen
kept dropping. haha. nd she was sleeping on me.
okay no comments. HMMMM. went off t meet
the rest. huifang nd me were like hunting for
toilets. went t the third one like so far away. HA.

went t bukit batok with ryan. went t his friend's
dad's funeral. okay. was nervous nd scared.
as usual. ha, i donnt really like attending such
events. ohwels. nd little did i know, his friends
were there. HMMM i wished i had my BELOVED
clique (: ohwels. guys nd me. nono. i was so
out of place ? only girl in the midst of many
guys. okay after that, didnt follow them. haha.
he took me t some place in yishun. WOW. okay.
alot of beehoon nd super nice please. i like. (:
went home after that. ohh-so-tired.

; SOMEONE MADE ME ANGRY THAT NIGHT, KAYY.
(: but sunshine after the rain. HEE.

today schhool was boring like no words can describe.
after school was FUN. (: after lunch with choo, daphne,
nd laura. haha went t daphne's house. WHEEE.
now i think elkan is super cute although he's super
dao nd scaring. i always feel so guilty when he look at me.


; his glare. freaks me out.


; but i love his cuteness.


; sudden cuteness. (:


haha. omgawd so cute. at the beginning,
he was like super fierce can ! haha.
but later on, he started being so cute. (:
he even pulled my hair. haha.
nd poke my face. =x

okay. HMMM went back t school with laura.
for the sec 2 camp briefing. ah boring.
okay whatever. 2/8, HERE I COME. (:


; im kinda depressed now.
my studies are going nowhere.
when can i be a mugger.
like it will never come ?

my accounts is shit.
im stressed.
i know nothing. (:
HOW ?

wo de huang wen ye shi yao si.
:D

; can youu see how bloody red nd fat it is ?

; CAN YOUU SPOT THAT REDDISH BRUISE.


; this is my first effect of friday, 13th.


; nd it got crook-ier.


...

okay im supposed t see a doctor now.
haha. but nobody's home. they left without
me. ohwels. im sucha pig. donnt care (:
im having a hard time living. although
its just a small fat pathetic thumb.
nd its kinda scaring me. my thumb lines
have gone red. internal bleeding.
im so weak. i cannt do my homework.
i should have trained my left hand.
haha. its kinda useless. ((:


yepp ; no big deal over this damn thumb.
i feel like im almost dying.
stupid softball.
stupid friday.
stupid 13th.



OHWELS.
I WANNA PLAY PIANOOO.
heee.

the mishap ;


; the right lumppie thumb.


; left thumb - not handicapped.


; left thumb. puurfect. (:


; the right thumb.


; see that crook.



okay. got hit by mr der's powerful throw.
well, its softball. at least thats what they call.
but indeed, its hard nd strong. SIGH.
i was attacker so attempted t catch the ball.
im too into captain's ball i guess.
thinking that it might be as comfortable as
captain's ball, i caught it but BLAM. it slammed
my right thumb. nd now, its hurting like mad nd
the swell is not creasing t reduce. =/
DAMN.

tell youu something. i cannt write. i cannt sms
with my right hand. i cannt use the mouse properly.
i cannt type without feeling pain. i cannt hold stuff.
i cannt eat with chopstick. i cannt play piano.
i cannt wear clothes properly. ND I CANNT WEAR BRA.
great. heh. im so handicapped.
WITHOUT A THUMB.


ha. im so bored. wanna do some work, cannt.
wanna play piano, cannt. heh. HMMMMM.
pisses me off with such disabled feature.
ohwels.

MISS ME.
I MISS MY THUMB.
JESUS CHRIST.
GIMME MY THUMB. (:
HEAL IT FOR MEE.

amen. (:

; if i were a painter,
nd could paint a memory,
i'll paint us together.


- VICTORIA

*photo credits - ANNARH ! (:

; our cell. at suntec fountain. (:
i had so many hands holding me. hah.
nd it was kinda snowing ? ha.


; at crystal jade. (: i love them !


after playing captain's ball yesterday,
i realised how much i miss primary school.
the primary school days. wonderful days.
i miss nadia somehow. while playing
against her group, i realised that.
we had many wonderful memories together.
being class leader together. being "God sis".
ohhman. i feel so emotional now that i
wanna cry. =/ those were really carefree nd
fun memories. nothing t worry about EXCEPT
report books nd test papers. everything was
so pure nd lightful. i love them.

back t reality, im sec four. in a normalA class.
i remembered how badly i cried nd how sad
i was on PSLE results day. not that i went
normal academic. but because nadia wasnt
in the same class as me. at that moment,
i knew everything was gonna be lost.

indeed, it was all gone. how i wished
i could bring it back. all our fun nd laughter.
ohwels. those were the days ..
etched in my heart forever.

ANYWAYS. my group as usual was always
so "rahh-rahh" kinda thing for captain's ball.
but playing with another class was kinda
different. they were so quiet nd still.
not much sound haha. ohwels. we still
kept on screaming nd laughing. ohwels.

...

today at school. had boring mass ?
i think sac spirit is getting worst.
nobody actually really love the school.
our generation are such rebels.
mass was so quiet, as in the response.
everyone was busy talking pleaase.
OHWELS. the school's gonna be
another typical neighbour school
sooner or later if it carry on accepting
ahLIANS nd bu xiang yang de ren.

social studies was sucha let down.
again.
it's not the first time pleaase.
the class, especially some batch.
just cannt stop talking ? pfffft.
we need t change teacher luhhh.
his lessons are too boring for me
that i cannt resist drifting t lalaland.
nd get caught for sleeping nd stand
10 min. HAHA. cannt help it.

maths. miss yeong changed our places.
i was super super burning pissed with her.
practically, i was flashing my baoqing tian
face. firstly, she put me next t the window.
I HATE WINDOWS PLEASE. I HATEEEEEEE.
secondly, the rest of my clique were towards
the other side of the class. how unfair ?!
i kept complaining nd stuff ..

me : wau lao. I DONNT WANT T SIT WINDOW LA.
me : so biased. sit so far away from them. wth.
me : i rather sleep here forever.
me : wah lao. the walls so dirty.
me : i cannnot pay attention LUHHH !
me : I DONNT WANT T SIT HERE.
me : *flash a baoqing tian face t her.
miss yeong : what's youur problem ?
me : HUH ?! NUTHING ' im just laughing ? HAHA.

moments later ..
crystal complains she cannt see.
i was lying on the wall, pretending t sleep nd slack.

miss yeong : okay. crystal exchange with victoria.
me : GLEEEMS. :D OMGAWD OKAY !


that's the story of earning my seat. (:
haha. it was chaotic in class. haha.
after school, had briefing for camp leaders.
okay im super not so looking forward anymore.
leading 2/8. the oh-so-smart-witty-brainiac ones.
OHHMAN. im afraid i cannt handle their wits.
:D HOW BORING PLEASE.

never mind. maybe God put me there t RAAAHHH
them alittle. =x alittle. HAHA. they better be good.




; HAHA. WHAT A TYPICAL MAN.


; OMG OMG. I LOVE VICTORIA BECKHAM.
haha she's so hot. but this pic was before
her boob job. still so hot. ((: BEAUTIFUL.


; my words. my posession. (:

HMMM thanks ryan. :D



yesterday. met ryan at city hall.
i was terribly late. 45 mins. =/
okay. im too careless nd forgetful.
ARGHH. ohwels. we went t burger king.
haha took straws then someone so
childish EH. make a long long stick.
haha. ohwels. was damnn stressed
over jiahui's card. i give up on art.
my last card im gonna make. =/
okay we walked around. raffles place,
boring shopping centre. we headed t
marina square. ohhmy. it rocks pleaase.

we went t carl's junior t eat. haha.
ryan got motive luhhh. go there see his
darling, CHUNTING. LOL. i didnt know
he worked there till someone actually
sat on the chair next t us nd left his
food on our table. i was wondering who's
that rude guy. LOL. ohwels. he's the fryer.
bad for skin luhh. tsk. we went t some
surf shop, find ryan's cousin. okay.
walked around. OHH GOSH. the shopping
place is nice. i donnt mind going there again.

at mini toons, it was disgusting. there
was this doll, with bikini. i took it nd
showed ryan. outta my curiousity, i pulled
the bikini down. TO MY HUGE SURPRISE,
gosh, that doll had nipples. its huge la.
how gross. then ryan went t take guy dolls.
the fair skin guy, had penis ! EWW. nd worst,
this black guy, had LOADS OF HAIR LA.
BLACK HAIR. furball. AHAHAHAHAHA.
should have snapped some porno shots LOL.

okay whatever. ((: walked around.
went t skin. pastor sun's shop.
terribly beautiful. AH. haha.
but i changed my mind after i saw
the price tag. not my taste. =x
HAHA. ohwels.


went t look for fish nd co. suddenly
bro alvin appeared. i didnt know la.
was wondering why ryan called bro alvin.
HA. okay so ryan left. bro alvin nd i went
t find the rest of the cell.


ended up eating crystal jade. la mian rocks.
nd the red bean thingy is the BEST. (:
i would love many many moreee.
we went t the suntec fountain thingy.
sat around nd played 'polar bear'.
okay everyone was high nd unusual
after all their og thingy. scary nd weird.
ohwels. i like that spirit. ((: but i was
kinda outta place ? im sec 4. hmmm.

ohwels. im kinda convincing i guess ?
LOL. everyone believed me. so in the end,
i killed everyone. ((: raaahh im the polar bear.
ohwels. we played more games. kinda fun.
annarh is slowwww at the sheep thing. ((:
good for her, we enjoy. haha.
started drizzling so went in shelter.
okay everyone started blabbering about
jc nd og. so i thought i better scram away.
LOL. ((:

...


school's stressful.
im tired.
i hate my form teacher.
i hate my status in class.
WHY AM I SO REBELLIOUS.
ND AT THE SAME TIME, SO GUAI ?
HAHA.

im crazy.
JOIN ME.


PRAISE GOD !
im facilitating the sec 2 camp.
how great. ((:


PEEL BANANAS !

I love victoria.

-ryan

school was bad yesterday. ha.
principal did a personal spot
check for the sec 4s nd 5s at
the festival court while the rest
of the school could do theirs in
their class. okay its obvious that
our batch has been the worst batch
ever. the rebels. haha. ohwels.

the teachers had t check one by one.
ohhgosh. they look at youur hair first.
youur skirt length. youur socks. then
youu have t lift youur hands way up
t show the teacher that youur skirt is
worn properly that it doesnt reveal any
skin. how lame. okay my whole class
clique was caught for hair. short hair.
okay so i was being pakseh in class.

maths was alright. i did managed t get
every sum right. looking good t me. lets
hope i wont slip away from here. ((:
had english. okay had LOADS t copy.
hands were all so tired. recess was same
as 4/3. during recess, i sorta stabbled
nd tripped over my words while talking
t mable. sherie started making fun of me.
what a shame. ohwels. lessons after were
boring. especially social studies. i dozed
off again nd i guess mr lim was talking about
me for long. haha. woke up nd everyone started
laughing. okay kinda embarassed. ohwels.

after school, went t coffeeshop with eslynn
nd mable. sam came. ate lunch then went home.
haha. kinda bored. stressed over jiahui's card.
SIGH. i never wanna do card anymore. i suck
big time at art. ohhman. nd its my second time
doing for jiahui's birthday. my standard is way low.



; time pass, people change.
they were once eager nd nice,
they are now dry nd plain.
how i wished people wont change,
from the time, i set my eyes on them.



; i feel us drifting apart.
havent seen each other for long.
do youu feel an empty feeling.
that slips inside that empty heart.
i feel nothing, i feel numb.
how i wished i could disappear,
just like the sparkled dust.


PFFT.
$#^&(#*@^&*@!

God have mercy.

HMMM i finally managed t get off my comp.
(: so tired. worked on jiahui's card for the
whole day. ohhman. better rest my eyes.
nd look what photos i found. i just saw
them. LOL. (: i love the first one.


; on joan's birthday


; on .. bro alvin's birthday.


; on amanda's birthday.


yesterday's. after service.
okay i look retarded. haha.

yesterday was tiring. hmmmm.
went t church. reached at 4.53pm.
ha, okay bumped into leona, raphael
nd bro alvin. service was good la.
the praise nd worship rocks pleaase.
i think the seats should have more space
infront cos it makes it so hard t jump. =/
ohwels. joyce meyer was alright. she's
almost like pastor kong i must say.
quite good la. nd sermon was for me.
(: now im happy being fat. cos i love
eating nd im happy when im eating. (:

after service, i craved a game of touch
rugby. LOL. i borrowed leona's bag.
passed it t amanda. amanda passed t huifang.
nd she passed t me. i passed t annarh.
ANNARH'S THE BEST. ((: she ran t the next
terrace nd offered t pass t the cleaner ?!
LOL. he had a blur face then. so she left it
on the seat. haha. what a game.

due t disappearance of sis humin,
e30 joined us. haha. yupp.
terri suggested t go t blk 85 market
nd eat. so everyone went. HMMMM.
terri nd jingxian wanted t walk the
so-called romantic path. so we had
t alight at tanah merah ? GOSH. it
was indeed far. i think there were
many unhappy faces or sarcasm.
since it was so far, i was complaining
too. ha, i was full by the time i reached.
sucking air, heh. ohwels. bought
food nd ate. okay i tried oyster for
the first time. baoping bought them
nd shared. HMMMM okay its gross still.

went home with jingxian, guansheng,
zhou yi nd baoping. haha. baoping
nd guansheng followed me t my
bus stop, in return i waited for their bus
t come. (: in the bus, with jingxian was
crapp. haha shes super kan chiong.
but it was fun luhhhh. (: baoping's actually
quite a nice girl. heee. (:



; I MISS MY BABEEEHHHH.
we're meeting lesser nowadays.
let's catch up ! LOL. ((:
but i know we're growing stronger.
MACHO VR. (:

im so bored at home. (:
going t church later. haha.
its been so gloomy nd rainy for the
past few days. how boring.
okay my uncle just sent some totally
cute photos of my cousin. okay.
im envious. (:
shes only three this year. how cool.
makenna. interesting name ? lol.
we've never met LOL.
ohwels. enjoy.
im gonna rot. ((:

PHOTO OF THE DAY.
i love the cross-eyed us (:


acting retarded.
showing off my dirty business.


I LOVE THIS PHOTO.
chen hanwei is next t me. (:
donnt ask me why i touch my neck.




we have tagged-nose.


the houseflies ? =x








mr hamzah said nose hair are good.
come nd take a look at ours.



i lovee this photo (:


the uglier duplicate.


BLOOP BLOOP.


act cute heh.
daphne - super act cute. ((:


ignore the tags. (:


me nd the wife-wannabe. =x


we are trying t be sad when we're
super hyper nd happy. ((:


(:


yuck. mable act macho.
think she can grab my shirt. =/


LOL. im prince vic. donnt ask me what
happened t my hair. i merely put a hairband.


excuse this photo. =x
we were trying t act OLD. but i told youu.
i looked better when i was YOUNG. :D


daphne asked us t be cool. =x




we lovee each other. ((:


one of the burst shots.


our burst shots on the way home. (:


mable's a jealous freak. (:
she's lying on my wife's shoulder.
im enjoying it. =x


no comments. we were just trying t imitate
someone we all know. we cannt get up t
her standard. =x