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Friday, February 23
11:55 PM
; TGIF

i've held my breath
walked on shells hoped for th best
what th future holds,
i don't know.
i've gotta stand up, dust myself off
just for now,
it's the end of the road.
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everyone misses th happy'o veekee.
th crazy one, th noisy nd silly one.
oh &th one who screams nd laughs
at every little thing. (right, laura ?)
yes, i admit. th almost 3 years r/s
has taken alot out of me. i'm really
exhausted nd worn out now. there's
no word that can describe how tired
i am. a week nd 3 days being single.
yeap exactly midnight now..
i have t say, my single life have been
a pretty wild rollercoaster ride. &&
i have t admit its really scary for me.
yeap, maybe i've not experience such
singlehood before. but yeah. it reveals
many true identities nd motives. their
moves, their sudden fetish of smsing
nd calling you, their unusual interest
in talking nd knowing you more..
yeah freaks me out. still, i'm ignoring
most of them. guys are so not IN now.
i'm tired of th opposite gender,
knocking on our doors. no more.
(maybe you're an exception)
a breather is th best for now.
nd did i mention a male stalker ?
yeap, how insecure i am now..
anyways, cny is over. yeap.
money is rolling in nd soon,
it will be rolling out haha.
&this time, its like a new life.
i'm gonna spend them on myself.
(like how mab knows im so not
used t spending it on myself)
still, it seems very hard t spend on
myself.. my clothes.. my desires.
school's killing everyone.
it sucks. read mable's blog too.
i think its funny. li lao shi rocks
my toe. haha. seriously. omgomg.
i'm so not scared haha. she even
threatens t call my parents lol.
me :
ok! call them also can. (:
they also know how much my
chinese sucks. they don't care la.
-laughs!
mrs chong :
more like they don't want
t care anymore right.
me :
er, ya if you say so.
they dont want t care.
haha i also dont care.
chinese sucks man!
.
hoho. studied w peck li nd
jessica after school at canteen.
my honey nd girlfriend went t
jurong la. crazy lovers i have.
did accounts. afterwhich,
went opposite school. hah.
had dinner with them at
85 market opposite school.
omg, they are so entertaining.
all their stories super lame nd funny.
i miss my time in sec 4 nd 3. hah.
all those play-honeymoon period.
ohwels. gotta look forward for th better.
went home with peck li.
haha. so dumb la. she kept
scaring me nd stuff. nd more
stories t tell me haha. met
der, deb nd dap at prata shop.
haha. waited for th bus home.
very tired nd drained haha.
meeting my honey nd GF tmr.
shopping then church. (:
i miss church alot. yeap, i need
t catch up on what i've missed.
meeting ryan on sunday! yay.
get well soon, macho. (:
-hugs t heal your sickness.
aha, goodness piano exam
is on tuesday. tell me im'good.
-muahahahaha.

th one thing that
i've always believed in
it's strange how right
now it all seems so unclear
goodnights.