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Wednesday, February 7
8:35 PM
; j'aime mon ami

cram cream, cram cream.
double bubble gum bubbles double.
pizza hut two times in a week.
not very ideal for healthy living.
i feel like a pork slut now. urghh.
maybe i was one before, now it makes
me a extreme pork slut. thank you.
i'm overspending like crazayee.
how i wish, someone could just
take me for a shopping spree..
aiyaah, me nd my wishful thinking.
i know i should just forget it.
been having bad chest pains nd
really difficult breathing. aye.
i'm really freaked out after checking
it up on th internet. i don't wanna die.
i regretted looking it up. i scared th
shit out of me. collapsed lungs [?!]
ok i was ticking beside th symptoms.
i do not wish t say it here..
its devastating. i hope im wrong.
i wonder how would th world be like,
if i weren't here anymore.
how will my friends live without me.
how will my family live life without me.
how will my baby live without me.
i hate how my mind runs wildly.
well, there's no restrictions for imagination
nd thoughts. its all too vague nd my mind
will not stop throwing questions at me.
maybe just like th novel '5 people you meet
in heaven', i might just find out more about
my life on earth after i die. haha. how cool.
;is this just an illusion i have in my heart ?
i think im suffering from sleeping disorder too.
no matter how long or short my night is,
i will end up sleeping in class. nd its bad.
i slept th whole day today. i hate it.
&&i love my honey mable alot.
telling her almost everything..
its pretty miserable. but i guess
its th beginning. hah. nd gossiping.
what girls do best -- wind it up!
girls want t know why boys like us so much;
i miss mr ryan toh..
.
je vous aime ryan
Resterez-vous par mon cote a jamais ?
je suis profondement dans l'amour avec vous
taking off.
hugs nd kisses,
xoxo
p.s. t all those who read my LJ, thanks for everything.
(i didnt know you guys reads it.. when its so random
nd abandoned, esp w th ugly template. hah)