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Tuesday, January 9
10:19 PM
; just be mine forever

pardon me for my previous entry.
i know, it's so unlike of me..
infact, it wasnt th real victoria.
yeah so ignore that.
i was too depressed t even
be myself. hah, sorry.
&&.
nicole chai :
omg i read youur blog.
so many -beep-beep-beep.
so many man! -actions
so shocked man.
i was like, why vic like that.
me :
no laah. im not like that.
only that time, i also donnt
know why. i was too sad laah.
nicole chai :
huh.. are youu ok now ?
me :
AW NICOLE CHAI! (:
yeah thanks.
haha. nicole chai's just so sweet.
cannt believe we were pri school
friends too. goodness. (:
aiyaah. reading my previous two
entries, pretteehh depressing..
but i really fell too deeply for youu.
this is th price t pay for love, i guess.
speaking of health, no good signs
for me. i'm afraid t see th doctor.
incase he discover some ugly truth.
my tummy has been hurting now
nd then. its not some ordinary pain.
it's .. weird nd rare. yeah. nd i got
hard time breathing nd frequent
chest pains. i'm really scared, actually.
anyways, yesterday school sucks.
got picked on teachers. i feel like
strangling my form teacher. she's
just so irritating nd biased. puhh-leaase.
stop acting like i never do my duty.
why ask me collect then ? stuup.
nd th panda just bothers me.
i never got called by her before..
nd this time she have t catch me for
my earrings nd said my hair was messy.
discipline mistress talking t me LEEHH.
m.j :
what's youur name ?
what are those earrings doing there ?
nd why is youur hair so messy ?
this is not th way t leave th school.
youu cannot go out of th school .. blah blah.
i want youu t go t th toilet now.
me :
can i like do my work first ?
m.j :
no. i want youu t go t th toilet.
me :
huh. can i tie it here then ?
crappy isn't it. i hate it laah.
teacher's never my good friends.
anyways, no more crap stories.
cabbed t tamp with mable nd hilda.
they followed me t buy some famous
amos for my boy. headed t baby's
house after. hah, nison was there.
they were playing guitars.. at least
there was some sentimentals. >(:
nison left after. i donnte`know why
but seeing my boy, just makes me
so sad. i couldn't get over th hurts
th day before.. i gave him th cookie
lollipop. i tried t avoid emotional
love talk, but it came nd hit me right
smacked in my heart. indeed, i was
bleeding inside. controlled throughout
th whole day in school.. gave him a
letter i wrote in school. nd he thought
it was bad nd stuff, & shit happens.
i ended up crying like a pathetic.
but i cannt deny it felt soo good
in his arms. it really did, but if
youu ever know me, i hate crying
infront of people. i know i got a
god-damn big ego that i've t
look strong nd happy all th time.
... yeah. it sucks t be like that.
he told me some decisions of his.
nd played with th teddy bear &
made me laugh like a little kid.
i love him, i really do. -grins
'maybe a bleeding heart wont
heal so easily, but i'm sure
its just th matter of time. (:
watched american pie nd headed
home. went a taiwan woman there.
she asked me for info t ikea. so i
asked her sit with me nd i'll tell her.
she ended up chatting with me over
everything, she's really nice nd frank.
she even gave me a hair clip nd put
it in my hand which i tried rejecting.
i'm not gonna use it la, just for remembrance.
-laughs! >:DD
&today,
school's nothing t praise.
i caught up w my sleep during ss.
th teacher's funny nd nice but i was
too tired. nd plus th wet sky, it
makes me feel as if th table's so soft[(:].
waited for cab with mable, eslynn nd hilda.
omg, it was so crazy. some worthless juniors
dared t cut our queue. what a loser. -screwdrivers!
it was raining, nd we had shelter from poor
sec 1s who brought umbrella. haha. made them
stand with us, nd wait for our cab lol. >:x
that's why we're called sec 5s. -laughs!
went t subway t eat. i was toilet hunting.
subway rocks, big time laa! >:DD
chat with them, about life nd stuff.
headed t century square. talked about
some senseless topic (right, girls?)
omg nd did i mention seeing my pig friend
everyday.. we had t bump at tamp too.
singapore is really really small.. haha.
too much of an coincidence. -laughs.
left nd met my boy. sorry, baby.
was late.. >)): -frowns.
waited for ikea bus nd headed t
ikea. it took so long ok. stuuup.
we walked around nd ate there.
saw darling's friend, how slutty.
i changed my mind. aha, yeah yeah.
headed t courts, nd got addicated
t th xbox there. sat there for more
than an hour. hogging th xbox lol.
my boy's th pro laah. anyways,
he got rather pissed with th psp.
yeap, hes gonna get it soon (:
i want it so badly too. >)): -sigh
nd i realised i never got anything
personal from my parents. my bro
gets everything.. hah, nd i can
tear on this one. ay. so un-loved.
anyways, we walked t pasir ris.
went home after.
im in no mood for school.
i miss him like crazaye.
i'm giving youu everything,
all that joy can bring.
this i swear.