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Saturday, January 20
11:32 PM
; i'll stick with youu

well, i didn't mean for
this t go as far as it did.
nd i didn't mean t get
so close nd share what we did.
i didn't mean t fall in love, but i did.
nd youu didn't mean t love me back,
but i know you did.
;i'm oh-so-worned out pleaase.
really tired nd happy that th
weekend's here. really man.
im desperately waiting for another
one month holiday. weekend's not
enough. sleeping into th morning is
out for me. i got piano in th morning
on sundays.. horrible timing, really.
cabbed t chinatown with nicole.
bought our stuff for project.
th files were killer-heavy. -growls.
cabbed back t crystal's house.
did some work nd i left early.
was late for service. >)): arghh.
cabbed t expo nd thank God,
clouds was watching me haha.
when i reached expo shelter,
it rained lol. &&! it actually started
raining like 1km away. how blessed. (:
.
service was superb. yeah really.
it seems like its only at church,
i donnte`feel tired nd moody at all.
infact, it really makes my whole week.
haha. but i feel like i've been rather
distant w th cellgroup. yeah, maybe
during th holidays, it was cell crazy.
now, everyone settles down nd back
t boring'o school. heh, but everyone
thinks i'm very emo nd quiet.. i'm
definitely physically drained out.
alice : vicky, are youu ok ? so quiet.
me : yeah. i'm fine.
alice : youu know just now when pastor
was praying about th cultural mandate,
i was thinking who in th cell can be one.
then i thought of youu! youu can be
a celebrity.
me : oh ? hah really. thank youu.
i also wanna be. -nods&laugh.
alice : no! really!
me : yeah really, i wanna be one!
aiyee, that made my week tooo.
i want t be a celebrity. like how cool.
ohwels. i really love my cellgroup now.
including th leader nd th helper..
i never felt so open t any like them.
how strange, but true. but its kinda
sad that we're gonna multiply soon.
although im really against it. >:x
changes always occur,
when i've just settled down
nd adapted t th people nd surroundings.
how hard can life be for me..
my mood has been weird.
sometimes, after church,
i wished i was counseled.
LOL yeah believe it or not.
sometimes, i just wanna talk
t someone. (nd most of th youu
know i donnt like t talk about my
life nd frank stuff face-t-face cos'
i might just get too emotional nd
start flooding th city) nd wanting
t talk t someone, is really rare. hah.
BUT! i still hate being counseled.
anyways, i boarded 12 home nd guess
who i saw in th bus - lizzy. yeap, that
girl. >:x omg what a turn off.
it is so unlikely of me t go up th double
decker bus but i couldnt stand th sight
of some unmannered person.
random events after;
#1. saw bro ian at th next bus stop.
#2. met my bro nd mum downstairs.
#3. had no proper dinner but nutella.
#4. didnt have time t do th project.
#5. bro ian called & i realized he's
a very nice nd understanding leader.
#6. got pissed with my mum.
#7. feeling so emotionally shut down.
#8. i thought i was a zombie.
#9. i wished i was normal.
#10. are everything really better for us now ?
alrighteys.
piano in th morning tmr.
wish me luck.
goodnights people.
i love youu baby.