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FEAT.
vintage princess
victoria
veekee'vicky
zerotwo
sexy seventeen
city harvest
heard of my prettyface
IN-SEARCH
Tuesday, December 19
11:22 PM
; skin me alive
i'm feeling devasted.
i've never cried so badly before.
it's time for desperate calls.
i couldnt even talk like a normal
human being when nicholas called.
all th hiccups, all th weird noise.
thanks nic, nd everyone who was
there for me.. steph, laura, peck li..
blasting th music,
crying my lungs out.
i donnte`know how t react.
i'm too shocked. too stunned.
i've never cried so loud nd desprately
ever since i was a baby. but now..
it really hit me, badly.
as if i got knocked down by a car.
at least that's how i thought it feels.
guess what, it hurt so badly,
i resorted t self-manipulating.
yeap. i never tried it before,
except th pen-knife thing at sec 2.
that was stupid. so i resorted t sth new.
something t overcome those emotional
pain i'm feeling. it's addictive. just like drugs.
i felt too lost.
i didnt know how love can hurt
so badly. now that i know..
i needed real painkillers,
but i had none. so..
this is my new painkiller.
hello.
