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Thursday, December 21
12:41 AM
; revive me, baby

that was what made my morning.
hoho, my first time receiving $$$
for th real efforts i've put in my studies.
i'm really proud of myself. >:DD -gleems.
;c'mon o'levels.
i'm gonna kill youu!
anyway, wanna know why i sound so happy ?
HAHA. youu will know in awhile. [:
in th meantime, i shall blog about my day.
went t town with my click 5+1 -laughs!
it was great, although i was really down.
down t my lowest point. but i'm really
really grateful for them. when they tried
t cheer me up. all th attention nd funny
intention t play around. i really appreciate it.
this is why i love them so much. they are
really here nd there for me. thanks alot, love!
guess who i bumped into at town.
bobby yeo weiliang! th moo moo cow.
aha, funny ok. he's hair.. ah beng!
nd he wants t be emo now. lol. >[:
-hello bobby. waves!
shopped nd bought a couple of stuff.
some that are not worth th money hah.
ohwels. i needed t keep myself busy
t forget about th unhappiness. i cannt
go on manipulating myself in public.
that's crazayee. >:/
headed t somewhere special after.
HAHA. had weird alcohol there that
almost burnt my liver in a mouthful.
i promise youu, th thickest ever. -laughs.
but i enjoyed my company there.
nd maybe th hills havent seen me
so sad before that she kept asking
nd telling me, it's her first time seeing
me like this. what can i do but laugh!
how interesting.
i've associated pain with love.
whenever i get burnt, or hurt physically,
i will think of youu nd it wont hurt anymore.
maybe this is how i overcome my emotional
pain. not very much advised, but pretty useful.
hah how ironic.
my new painkiller is t feel pain.
maybe i'll get used t it someday..
..
now nd then when i was out today,
tears just start t gather in my eyes.
at th thought of losing youu,
it's too heavy for me t bear.
th day didnt go on well, besides th
great company i had. i didnt go well
emotionally inside. but it ended perfectly
at night. i've never felt so happy before.
haha. a sense of relieve nd delight.
"i miss you."
"i'm feeling better about you."
goodness, i think i flew nd hit th sky.
yeap, a glimpse of heaven. -laughs!
i love him so so much.
baby, come back t me soon.
i miss youu.