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Tuesday, December 19
2:18 AM
; loving too much, kills
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nicholas is exceptionally nice t me today!
point taken. (youu can be nice, seee)
thanks, nic. >[:
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alrighteys. i'm here.
so N'levels didnt kill me after all.
infact, it saved hilda's life too.
i'm just relieved. tears of joy nd
relieve for two months started flowing.
its a miracle. i got grades i never expect.
all thanks t my daddy God. (:
&i'm gonna miss steph. alot.
all th times i spent with her.
although its very short but it has
great quality in it, ay. all th funny
times youu made me laugh like
madpig. all th times we feel naughty
nd start bitching. all th times we spent
drooling nd watching on guys. when i was
down, youu made my darkest moments th
brightest. thank youu so much, girl.
/i'll miss youu alot.
nd we definately gotta meet up.
..
went t vivo with mable, audrey nd wenya.
hah, met mable's nd audrey's favourite.
walked around then audrey nd i took train.
our train broke down at cityhall. >:/
what a ride. everyone had t alight nd darn,
it was so crowded. boarded th fourth/fifth
train after. haha. we feel so good in our
school uniform lol. at least i do..
went t tamp mall. met bro ian
at mac. discussed th cg party.
weird nd funny ideas came out lol.
kennie came shortly after. i went t
walk around nd got my bro mini toons
sweet. left around ten. nd it started
pouring like crazy. i waited one corner.
nd some kind soul sheltered me t bus stop.
nd even t th bus. -beeg smilee.
..
love can kill.
or maybe only me.
im sorry for all th mistakes i've made.
i know its hard t forget but at least try.
youu treated me differently before.
i understand why. i couldn't blame.
but now, i donnt feel different.
it used t be all about us, all about me.
now, it's never us. never me. never..
;all i can say,
it was never youu & me.
since then.
youu never treated me like this before.
i never felt so stranger t youu in my life.
tears of joy just now, it's tears of sadness now.
guys donnte`seem t get it, do they ?
i think,
i loved youu too much.
that its starting t hurt really bad.
am i right..
pleaase prove that im wrong.
i need t feel like i belong t youu.
&t be honest,
i hate youur life now.
i really do.
i tried t understand th distance inbetween,
but i cannot anymore. i'm too old t believe
this stupid thing that is screwing me up.
;should i act like youu do ?
if that's th best way out..
HELP ME, O'GOD