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FEAT.
vintage princess
victoria
veekee'vicky
zerotwo
sexy seventeen
city harvest
heard of my prettyface
IN-SEARCH
Monday, December 25
12:01 AM
; love, actually
merry christmas t all. (:
may it be th whitest nd th best
christmas for all of youu out there.
it wont be th same for me.
perhaps my darkest christmas,
but th one i will cherish most..
with youu.
happy ripping-open presents.
treasure nd enjoy youur time
with youur love ones, cos' youu
never know when youure gonna
lose them. spread th love around.
especially during this season. (:
this year's christmas season,
i've learnt my greatest lesson.
God is my santa every year.
nd i pray for my christmas wish
t be granted. i've only one wish,
nd it's only t be youurs again.
...
spent christmas eve with my family.
great food, nd great time thinking alone.
but i must say, teevee nowadays sucks.
i donnte`understand..
but why must love have t appear
everywhere around me when im
in sucha pathetic state.
i used t enjoy this kinda shows but now,
i've never stop switching channels
for days. all i come across on teevee
was love shows, kissing scenes,
dating shows.. all on those lines.
it doesnt help in reality.
everywhere i go, i see couples.
all those smiles on their faces.
i cannt help but think nd feel
so ripped apart in my life. >)):
im th greatest enemy of myself.
if anyone hates me, i'm on youur side.
i've got th christmas spirit in me.
but not all that happy after all.
it's incomplete, but i cannt do anything.
i must learn t be a puppet of my mask.
i must learn how t appear strong, so
that i might not affect th people around me.
i hate it when people see through me.
see how weak this victoria actually is..
i was selfish, unkind nd self-centered.
time t change for th season.
every night, i unwrap my mask
nd weep myself t sleep.
i'm trying t get used t it..
crying has been my new hobby.
i'm sorry, ryan.. but i cannt help
but t appear weak when youure w me.
&i really wish i could be youur
baby girl like before..
but it's alright. i'm alr contented
t be able t date youu out, nd
steal those hugs & kisses from youu.
it doesnt matter though it hurts.
cos' i just want t be able t see youu,
nd love youu on my part.
thank youu, ryan baby.
i'm always here when youu
love me all over again. (:
gone is my appetite,
so is my sleep.
youu're my only source t smile.
[edited]
thanks for calling ytd night.
i'm sorry i cried, but i was
too happy. really. 241206. 144am.
&thanks for calling again.
t wish me, merry christmas.
i'm really happy nd glad,
youu still remembered t call.
i love youu, baby.
always.
[/edited]
romance is my best make-up.
