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Saturday, December 23
2:11 AM
; i'll be here, waiting

i wished youu were never th first
t remove that ring from youur finger.
i wished i wasnt that stupid that time.
i wished i knew no other guys but youu.
i wished what was done t be forgotten.
i wished youur heart still value th same me.
i wished time can just stop for me t return.
i wished i said things youu wanna hear earlier.
i wished i didnt have t break youur heart.
i wished i didnt do things without thinking.
i wished i made youu happier..
i wished i really really made youu th happiest..
i wished i knew what i was doing..
i really really wished i didn't have t
wear our love on my finger alone..
all this are my christmas wishes.
if only, there's a chance t fulfill all
those wishes, i'd use my life in
exchange for them.
now i know th meaning of 'regret',
youu never know until youu experience it.
it feels like a dark trapped world,
nobody but youu..
it makes youu feel so painful nd want t die.
i'm sucha blind idiot not t open my eyes
t see th things that i really want..
wtf was i thinking of ?!
;pleaase, PLEAASE
donnte`say its too late..
i love youu, so much.
i'll be whatever youu want..
i'll do anything youu ask me t..
i'm willing t be a fool for love.
goodness, it's hurting so badly.
tears nd tears whelming up my eyes,
night after night. what can i ever do..
but i think of th good times nd
th good future of us nd cry t sleep.
>just kiss goodbye,
nd jump down t my christmas's death.