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Friday, September 15
5:20 PM
; silent killer

since july 15 ..
























i kept it inside of me.
i tolerated the gap nd acted fine.
i'm good at this, but it sucked.
i feel like crap all this while.
it has been exactly two months.
yeap. it's september 15 today.
i always remembered that day.

youu guys treated me so differently.
there was something more t that.
something deeper that happened.
backstabs, sabotage.. ?
i cannot help but think.

did youu all make a vow or promise,
not t be close t me or something ?
was i really youur problem ?
so i read, youu solved youur prob.
that's good. nd i guess,
it might have been me.

only a fool will not notice the
sudden change from then.
now, i feel like an idiot.
as though i've been played on
throughout this friendship which
i thought was so real nd true.



this is suicidal.

nd someone, pleaase tell me
what happened over that
stupid weekend of july.



nicole shaan asked me that day,
"who do youu call when youu
need someone t talk t other
than youur boyfriend ?"


i stoned.
nd realised, nobody.
yeap. nobody.


i donnt even know what youu
guys want anymore. nd let alone,
what i want for myself.
i wonder who will turn up,
if my funeral was tmr.


this is totally murderous.