BEAUTIFIED PRINCESS x. FEAT. Miss Beauty Queen.

Monday, August 21

10:36 PM

; wreckthysoul

sunday

service was fantastic.
rev A.R. Bernard is really good.
yeap. i wrote like four pages.
nd i didnt feel alittle tired at all.
man, wisdom is what i get. >[[:

sis alice was like so tired lol.
nodding off. i kept giving my
hello kitty sweets away. they
found it nice. er, i thought it
was weird hah. had debrief.
met my boy at foyer. didnt wanted
t follow him t study. yeap. im lazy.
so i decided t go eastpoint find my
cell. nd bro alvin's like leaving cell..

went t waffles nd eat. haha. some
new cafe. chat nd ate. it was kinda
sad t hear that bro alvin's leaving
our cell. never really came t my
mind before. so its like, e31 is off
on its own without our very own leader.
it feels weird. >:/ -yeap yeap.

left t town with leona nd raph.
talking about shopping with leona.
haha. i hate the taiwan trend now.
heh, how disgusting. >:/ -shrugs.

i headed t cityhall myself since the
couple are going t somerset. yeah.
its been long since i went shopping
alone. haha. im still loving it. >:DD

went t topshop. im gonna get the polo
tee. yeap yeap. nd omgomg, i saw miss
heng. she was so.. colourful ?! yeah. aha.
i almost called her but held back. the scene
of her nagging nd scolding me for not studying
at home but out here shopping held me back.
HAHA. how malu t be lectured by youur teacher
when youure out alone shopping. HAHA. or what
if she ask me t shop with her. thats crazy. >:p

shopped around. bought myself icecream!
<3! saw some seniors. nd met michelle koh
with two other express girls. she practically
shrieked nd screeched at the sight of my
appearance. ha, boo!

shopped around like for three hours.
then decided t head home since mum
didnt call me t go out. so yeap. but
in the end, she said they were going
town but i alr entered the mrt. so i
decided t stone at the mrt station.
nd man, did i find a new hobby. >[[:

i sat one side, for close t one hour or so.
listening t mp3 nd stoning. trains come,
nd go. people run, dash nd wait. all youu
ever think of is youur life nd the people
around youu. yeap. i really did alot of
reflection. found out the people who were
worth the affection nd some, youu just knew
they were for a season. heh.

stoned until butt numb, left t orchard.
met them at tang plaza. had dinner at
some hotel basement. haha. yeah yeah.
im starting t love green tea now. >:p -slurps
went back t shop with mummy nd bro. dad
went t the bookstore. wanted t find heels.
but not very nice so yeap. we went t wisma.
walked around. forever 21 top! my mummy's
gonna buy this dress top. hah, love it.

afterwhich, mum bought famous amos
for bro nd me. its heaven, again. [:
met kamyew. he actually past by. but
didnt really call him. haha. so yeah.
but he called me nd passed me chocolates.
nd surprise surprise, its royce chocolates.
the packaging was prettehh enough.
tried the chocs, it's damn good.

heavenly, it makes youu fly.
it simply melts in youur mouth
instantly! nd leaves a really cold
cool feeling. youu'll love it. <3! size="2">me : mummy, youu wonnt understand us,
young people la!

well. sometimes, i wonder if i even
understand myself. i guess i really donnt.
yeap, not.
.im such an ass

argued with my boy.
seriously, i really hate him.
ytd. yeap.

i really donnt know what i want.

>

today

normal school day. it sucks.
everyone was like asking me
why my eyes so puffy nd swollen.
haha, i told eslynn what shit about
some double eyelid thing. ok, she
didnt take in my rubbish lol.

crystal liew's the big meanie.
nd act cute-er. lol. she kept
laughing at my puffed eye.
nd bragged that it was really obvious.
nd she really love t act cute lol.
>:x

had chinese drill ?! wth.
i thought it only existed in
the express stream. haha.
its a new species in our na world.
i failed my chinese prelim by 4 marks.
seems so near but yet so far.
heh. >:/ hate chinese man.

had aces practice for pe.
omgomg. i think its really
cute. >:DD love it!

during maths, boring lesson.
i fell asleep. ms yeong woke
me up nd ask me give out paper.
she can be so thoughtless sometimes.
i was really really tired. >:/ -pffft!

had some stress management
during pc. how shitty huh. hart.
really dumb. did some paper work.
then some mediation thingy. must
close youur eyes nd imagine. man,
i found myself amongst the ocean,
mountains nd forest. its the lakehouse.
HAHA. i almost fell asleep okay.

physics was shit. yeap.
no elaboration. it simply is.

left school with steph.
went t town t find my boy.
hoping t patch things up ?
heh.

nd yeap. in the end, we went out
with ct nd another girl, who's real name
is also victoria but she changed t eva or
elva or whatever va. yeap. i got alot
t bitch about her. seriously.

anyways. she said i look like sun ho.
yeap, dearest pastor kong's wife. heh.
not the first i've heard but still cannt
figure out why. haha.

ate zinger meal at kfc then watched
the muuvee 'click'. i cried like buckets
of tears man. seriously. i couldnt stop
crying, even after the happy ending.
i felt so heavy in my heart, as if it was
my friend on muuvee hah. stupid ok.

bitching starts here.\

thank God that girl decided not
t like her real name, victoria.
it's such an insult okay. i mean,
victoria is a prettehh name with
some standards of class nd standards.
but name her victoria ? i think otherwise.

ohhgod. i wished she wasnt even here
today t spoil my day. she's so turn off.
seriously. she was so touchy with ct.
i mean, thats so lowdown nd cheap.
because..

# ct's alr attached nd she knows that.
# she's ALSO attached.
# she thinks its normal.
# she's weird.
# she thinks she's normal.
# she thinks everyone like touchy girls.
# she thinks .. I DONNTE`KNOW WHAT LA!

youu know what i mean by touchy ?
heh. holding the guy's arm.. flirting..
leaning on his shoulder.. playing with
his hair.. owns a weird fetish in biting
ct's hand.. omg, too many t name.

doing all this when both of youu
are attached t somebody else.
NO!

youu know im so peeved.
i cannot imagine how will
ziqing react. i wished i was
ziqing man. i would have slap
her. upsidedown, left right center.
heh, im like so worked up as if i'm
ct's girlfriend. but ziqing's like my
friend. nd yet, i see this happening.
-peeved.

she kinda flirt alittle with my boy
in the cinema. heh. lucky its not
obvious that shes kinda flirting.
at least not excessively. unless
she wanna die LOL.

why did we even end up
going out with them ?
i wished we didnt watch
the muuvee with them.
it would have been a better
date. two is enough, three's a crowd.
let alone four. -.-

im over-reacting cos i never
believed that i would have
come into contact with such
low-down, disgraceful girls.
thank God her slippers broke.
heh. i know im mean. but i
almost laughed when i saw her
slipper broke. heh. good good.

man. i pray for better girls,
nd more civilised ones.

./bitching over [:
i need a breather.