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Saturday, August 19
11:37 PM
; life sucks
i donnte`know if its me,
or am i starting menopause
at such tender age of 16.
i feel emotional at th thought
of everything in life, nd everyone
i met in my sixteen years.
all th what ifs, all th current,
nd all th future. sometimes,
youu just feel as if th world's
turning without youu.
.at least that's how i feel
those who have fun without youu,
while youu've t watch them have fun.
nd sometimes, youu just wished
for a miracle that youu had been
part of th fun. but speaking of reality,
youure just the shadow around.
nd it didnt matter if youu were
around or not. youu just feel like
walking pass, nd never looking back.
cos' all that is behind, crushes nd
shatters th heart. /-sigh.
nd when youure called for t join in,
whether or not, lunch or shopping,
youu just tend t pull back.
what youu feel is fear. nd youu
quickly make some plans t occupy
youur time nd try forget that they are
somewhere else. cos youu fear that
youu just donnt fit in anywhere.
.yeah that's me
wished i would be,
everything that everybody wants.
yeap, i really wished.
all th time.