i wished i had understanding parents.
parents who understand that distinctions
are not done overnight but slowly, step by step.
; yeah right.
as if they will ever be
those parents i wished for.
parents meeting could have gone well.
if it was without my dad. >:( -sulks.
ms yeong kept praising me nonstop.
i mean, she kept saying good stuffs
about me, i felt so encouraged.
my dad does nothing but pull me down.
he nd his intellectual debates. -peeved.
i kept controlling my tears from the
meeting t the car nd until he went t work.
God knows how deeply hurt i was.
God knows how much my effort have
gone wasted in the drain.
God knows how heartless my parents can get.
ms yeong : victoria has really made a
noticable improvement. youu see the
past results, its definately showing.
ms yeong : her music is really good.
dad : -points. wa, fail this this this.
ms yeong : but its only borderline fail.
dad : but still fail. a fail is a fail.
ms yeong : >:/ but she has really improved
alot compared t her last year results.
dad : 12/36 ?! that means the rest after her
all flunk luhh. [he always ask that every year]
she finally gave up ..
ms yeong : since youur dad keep pushing youu,
i cannot do anything alr. (:
ay, i hate my dad.
i really pitied ms yeong.
they were like pressuring her.
ay, all my fault luhh.
go normal aca, end up like shit.
-LAME SHIT. >.<
; cannt my parents be alittle more encouraging ?
all they can do is only t let me know that they
are signing me up for tuition. nd ask me t get
out of the computer nd stop messaging nd
going out.
i definately will do all that without
them asking, if only they encourage.
not any ideal parents, i see. >:((
...
i did my best.
only some will see it.
some will remain oblivious.
