happy april's fool.
indeed, im one of the fool.
got tricked by my brother
early in the morning.

brother : LIZARRDDDD !!
me : screams, jumped, ran away.
brother : HAHAHAHAHAHA.
me : idiot.

...

im extremely depressed.
i hate life. seriously i do.
i hate the way relationships are
formed at such tender age with
so many commitments. really.

im at the down side of love.
im at the down side of life.
everything seems so disgusting
nd boring nd colourless. damnit.

i really feel like slitting the knife
over the wrist nd start everything
again. like what i used t do in e past.
it was the only way that could release
everything, every problem from me.

i'm always the bad guy in love.
i'm always like the guy in love.
every girl plays the girl part,
while im always playing the boy.
in the sense that my attitude
towards relationships are ignorant.
girls usually stick t their boy. not me.
im not shy about it, but proud about it.
it's my nature.

im really really extremely terribly
majorly very very stressed. i just wanna cry.
i need a break in everything in my life.
or else, i think i just wanna break down
nd faint. end up in ICU nd youu can start
t see the heartbeat line start t turn straight.
TOOOOOOOOTTTTTT.

i wished i didnt had my face.
i wished i didnt had my character.
i wished i wasnt me.
i wished nothing like this would happen.
i wished,

i didnt exist at all.


; AYE. WTF.
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