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Monday, April 24
8:56 PM
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i'm so peeved now.
days nd weeks had turned sour
nd bad for quite some time.
i got so turned off somehow.
my impressions changed.
i know everyone's impurrfect.
nobody's perfect. i'm perfectly
fine with that. i never said i blamed
anybody for my outcome now. i've
myself t blame right. yeah yeah.
nd have youu ever know how i feel ?
what i've gone through. youu might
end up saying that im selfish, i'm
self-centered, im only talking about
me, myself nd i. but like youu said,
nobody's perfect. also, i donnt think
im that self-centered cos' i've shared
a thought for the cell nd people. yeah.
if youu ever know how i feel, i'll tell youu,
youu donnt wanna be in my position.
it's not easy okay. i know youu know its
not easy. but other than all this cell shit,
ever thought of what other problems i'm
going through ? ever cared a damn if i'm
even feeling sane ? seriously, nobody
cares a damn shit about me. i'm glad that
youu're happy in youur cell now. but i'm not.
people can act as if youu donnt exist. youu
should know how shit it feels right ?
youu can go cell nd get a super distracting
cgm with many many outside-cgm stuff.
okay. in the first place, i'll never know if
youu're blogging about me at all. cos'
i donnt usually read people's blog other
than the people close t me. nevertheless,
i shall not take the possibility out nd
ignore. i believe i've my say t my actions.
i donnt know why all this are happening.
i just wanna get everything cleared nd
settled. i hate all this. i wont hate youu.
i'll just walk away, nobody will ever notice.
...
what a gloomy day.
rainy now. dark nd boring.
i hate rains, youu know.
nothing much special about today.
except some ..
during recess, was talking t daphne.
about t start when i sat up straight,
speaking with gesture. she broke
down into some relapse or something.
HAHA. started laughing like crazy.
she said i looked MIGHTY.
how amusing can she get. (:
she always like t comment on my boobs.
she got a problem with them i supposed.
she's a beeegg horny hubby i've got. (:
love her nonetheless.
accounts was funny.
i was paying great attention.
too great till i fall asleep.
seriously, i've got a short time span.
yeah yeah. something funny was,
i asked kristabella t let me copy notes.
soon less than 10sec, i dozed off.
kris : *shakes me. thought youu wanna copy?
me : *opens eyes. OHHYEAH. sorry !
afterwhich i return the paper.
but i dozed off again ..
me : kristabella ! lend me again. (:
after 15 sec, dozed off while reading
the damn accounts paper. LOL. how funny.
kristabella started laughing. i agree it
was hilarious. (: i hate my time span. lousy.
...
chinese was yet another funny one.
i was so so high. daphne dared me t
tell der, i love her. HAHA. wth. i was
nervous okay. haha. my heart beat
super fast. ha, whatever. so after
much persuation nd laughter ..
me : amanda, i'm sorry but i love youu.
der : o.o er, not sincere one. no expression.
HAHA. my type of lovers - expressive.
(: