havent been updating. pardon me. (:
wonderful. im under a fever now.
38.2 degrees. haha. that totally
explains the bad headache and chill
throughout the day. ohh well. =/
my head's spining badly. geez i just
had the cold. =/ okay whatever.
i must say i've got a wonderful little
brother. (: he even volunteered t sleep
next t me on the floor and let me have
his bed. im touched by this small gesture.
he even cried when i looked at him real
sick and shagged. LOL. he teared.

today has been a exciting day. except all
the chills and headaches that interupted.
met eslynn at my house. brought for her
socks cos she forgot. =x okay i saw that
it was a rainy morning. how horrible. it ruined
all our plans of going t the themepark. ohh well.
it's alright. met the rest at arcade. LOL. melody
was playing drums. slow love song. LOL.
everyone was watching and we were all astounded.
is it a right word t say ? pardon me. bad english. ha.
eslynn and me played the "ryan favourite game".
some colour game. more like fastest finger first. =/
LOL. eslynn was retired. then next meeeee.
sherie joined in la. and of course, CHAMPION. =x

went t bowling alley and bowled. haha was rather
amusing and funny as usual. especially playing with
this bunch of beloved darlings. (: we had
nick names. mine was vickiee. madness. i hate it
when melody and sherie called my name. how
whiny and draggy. (: haha. daphne
was my second joke. she was the \ last time me.
i still remembered my bowling alley experience
with ryan. how horrible. especially on our anniversary.
i tried t throw the ball. ha, i swinged hard and threw it.
i looked forward but no ball in sight. then i heard a
\ BLAM. ah, how embarrasing. the ball then
rolled t ryan's foot. everyone was looking okay. haha.
that was what happened t daphne. haha. ohh yes.
she had a wonderful name too. DAPREENEEE.

okay preeety preeny. =x haha. went t the food court.
watched them eat. haha. they were talking about the
weird cleaner they met yesterday. LOL. how funny.
he thinks he's a waiter in a restaurant. okay freaky.
i wasnt feeling good then. ah, felt like going home
but still, cannt afford t miss such fun with them. (:
went t arcade again. sherie, melody and hilda play`d
the street basketball. okay how wild. balls were
flying everywhere. haha. we then played daytona.
i was anxiously waiting for that very moment. (:
mr der and debrah came shortly before we start.

the first game. i screwed it up. i did the biggest
joke ever. besides frequent crashes with melody
and bumps, i went into the PIT SHOP.
how great. the un-adorable workers had my
not-so-damaged-car fixed. arghh. pfft. that obviously
made me the last. and also one lap slower. -.-"
haha. we had our second game. this time, things
began t lighten up. haha. amanda kept kissing my
butt okay. haha. i was last then i got first. (:
i think daytona with them is incredibly funn.

went t kfc t watch them eat. hilda never grows up.
she had a puny chicky meal. consisted for one
small drumy, one puny drink and mash potato.
haha. mr der almost lost her 3g phone can. haha.
a mum and kid found it after we called her phone.
(: good for her. haha.

went t bowl again. we slacked the whole day.
having no escape t play but balls t roll. =x
haha it was funny. this named me vicckkktiee.
something like that. weird name. haha.
i got high somehow. haha kicked off my shoe
and accidentally hit on sherie's back. ah,
everyone was looking. it flew great heights. =x
LOL. sorry sherie ! hmm, eslynn was far worst.
she squeezed hilda's boobs can. oww.
hilda poked deeply back. how disgusting. haha.
okay it was high. second game, i sucked.
didnt even get a pin down for millions of games.
i cannt bowl for nuts. (:

went home before i ended my game.
was so sick. i donnt know what was
going on. went t the bus stop. boarded
the bus. thought my ezlink card was there.
okay nothing got tapped. tried t find money.
thought it was 55 cents. the merciless
driver called me back and asked me how
much i put. wtf. cannot check himself ? -.-
then he say not enough. need 90 cents.
first time i heard of such thing. okay.
how humililated i was. everyone was looking.
i merely walked past them with some black
face. i was so pissed with myself for not
knowing what i was doing. i went t hunt for
my ezlink card. finee. i found it. wasted 40c.
while alighting, suddenly the bus jerked and
the guy next t me fell with his clutches right
behind me. he was in sucha awkward
position. i was so disappointed in myself
right from that moment. =/ sighh. i donnt know
why but i could have held him up and asked
if he's okay. i didnt. wth ? i ran home pulling
every possible hair on my head. i let myself
down. what made me hesitated. =/ SIGH.

okay. holiday sucks. ive got no allowance.
and money is quite a big issue in life.
not trying t say that its the biggest.
money isnt the root t all evil like
what pastor said. but still, i donnt
receive a single cent okay. only on
rare occasions. i saved them and
sparely use them on several days.
the building fund is stressing me out.
i hardly put a 50 for the past two months.
God, forgive me ? sighh. its pressurizing
t be a poor girl. having no cent in her pocket.
okay. movies are coming out. outings need
money. not forgetting funds and stuff. sighh.
if only i could be like everyone else,
having their monthly allowance and planning
it. i stopped holding allowance since last mid
year. i forgot how life was that time. =/ but
i clearly remember how it is now.

indifferent.
cold.
poor.
outkast.


fever is killing me alr.



many love.
peace out.