im super stressed.
darn monday. i thought it was maths.
i studied and practiced maths for like days ?
till yesterday, daphne and the rest told me it was
BIO + PHYSICS + SOCIAL STUDIES.
how great. i havent touch them.
God, HELP ME. =/

yesterday.
after school, went tamp with eslynn and sam.
sam practically went mad over the machines ?
and she met her beloved. LOL. (: bubuchia.
she went t borrow money from her and used up
all the money tonging machines. and she gave me
this ugly ugly nightmare before christmas keychain.
LOL. gave my brother. (:

was super early for cell. met guan sheng at khatib.
went bishan t meet jackson. jackson was pathetically
pleading guan sheng for a dollar LOL. i said i lend,
they say better not. later he come find us. MAD. -.-"
went cell after that.

friendship with her used t be fun, real, ensuring. now,
we arent the same anymore. infact, we arent really friends
now ? freak. why is it always a misunderstanding in all this.
church is where we fellowship, praise and worship God and
t get t know one another. it's more like a game.
game of broken telephone.
WHY. cos' everyone are passing wrong messages. either t
sabotage someone or just by accident. what's wrong with
this world man. ohh well. =/

huiling didnt know i was sec 3. she thought i was J1 or sec 4.
she practically freaked out when bro alvin called the sec 3s.
LOL. funny one. sermon was about problems. i've got ALOT
of problems. friendship. studies. financial. relationships. blah
blah blah. the list goes on. SHEESH. =/ how awkward can it
get. went down t the kitchen t visit amanda's dog. GOSH, its
super cute. it wouldnt bite and growl. all it does is shy around
and wag its tail like a bimbo LOL. the maid got me t carry the
dog. GOSH, my heart was pouncing out. nervous. vivid images
of tara came back. its just my phobia of dogs. eversince tara
attacked my brother. that scene never left my mind. it frightens
and hurts me. i loved tara so muchhh. t think she did such things
t hurt me. sounds stupid but she teared when i glared at her in
tears, i remembered. that was the last time i saw her.
): SIGH. i miss tara.

went home with guan sheng, joan and liqian. ameila told me she
dreamt about me the night before. that bro alvin announced that i
was leaving cellgroup. GOSH. i freaked out but seriously speaking,
i donnt wish t stay like, ETERNITY in this same cell group right.
ameila said she didnt want t see my ugly face. neither do i. LOL. (:
i was super urgent in the bus. LOL. practically ran out and chiong t
the ladies with joan. bought a drink and got home at midnight.
was stressed out, didnt know what t do with three subjects i have
not touched.

today.
woke up super early. supposed t study but didnt felt like it.
went t mac with my family for breakfast. after that, we didnt
feel satisfied. went t the market. the one i always went when
i was young. it really brought back many memories. i didnt
step in that market for almost 5 years i think. and didnt play
in that park for tons of decades. MAN. i miss those days.
had laksa. i ate laksa three days in a row. GOSH, im fatter.
somehow, i wanna be anoroxic. whatever youu spell it.
but its dangerous. i donnt wanna die so soon man. i shall be
HALF of that. LOL.
had piano. then went t tamp. collected my handphone.
bought my new bottle. headed t town with ryan. im SUPER SAD.
had t exchange my metallic bag for another colour. now it's
bronze/gold. ya ): super sad over it. but nvm .metallic colour was
coming out. i gave attitude t the owner lol. so that he will let me
replace it LOL. okay walked around town then headed home.
studied at mac alone. i did one chapter ONLY..
sigh. stressed.

my dad is very irritating.
i donnt like him.
PFFT. i donnt like him like mad.
if only i could replace him,
all he know is shout and use comp.
useless. =/
just my luck.
he donnt deserve my respect.
kick me out for all i care.
i donnt care a single bit.
child abuse.
fuck it.