havent update for a week ! (:
monday.
had rock climbing. i love rock climbing ! ha, it was fun.
i love the challenges and belaying is one of the highlights.
i almost killed sam and hilda. ha, didnt hook the thingy
properly. my apologies. =x mable and daphne was tortured
by me. heh. they didnt wanna climb t the top so i used the
rope t wack their heads. hahas. and did i mention that
instructor was handsome ? (: sure he was cute.
eye candy for the day.
i know i hurt my boobs that day. stupid rock =/ no comments.

ohh yes. i mistook ernestine for mable ?! wth. i donnt even know
her and i blurly bought the drink and looked at the coins on my hand
not knowing who i was talking t. i asked "mable" how much i owe her
then the real mable tapped me and everyone behind were laughing.
i thought i had double vision. =x two mables ?! then i saw ernestine's
face - -.-?? i was damn embarrassed. okay whatever.

i did enjoy myself though. (:
f i v e s t a r s

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tuesday.
had maths trail. it was pretty fun this time. i had t join the
hearing impaired girls cos i was the leader ? okay. they
asked why i leader, mable said cos im mr lim's sleeping
beauty. grooosss. phoebe was in my group for the first
water activity. we won that game after so much debate
and argue with my actual group - daphne der mable. (:
i guess this trail was the best in my previous years.
had 34/40. not bad - if only it was my maths script.

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wednesday.
went t the NEWater place. it stinks like hell. and there was
this up-slope t the entrance. daphne asked us t do a catwalk.
a CATWALK UPSLOPE ?! right. hmmm intelligent question.
had a few talks and videos t watch. i remembered this video
of goh chok tong speaking then they put the year below t indicate
from what year t what year he was prime minister. debrah said
loudly " he die alr ard ? " omgawd. super funny.
went t this hall, had 'games' which youu can play/learn. then there
was this glass which covered the water that was flowing. daphne
and i didnt know what both of us were gonna do, did the same thing.
we leaned our hand on the 'glass' and both screamed at the same
time. we thought the glass covered the water ha. ended up with smelly
newater on us. (:

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thursday.
pretty high day. (:
had class room cleaning but didnt bother t clean.
was slacking around outside the staffroom when
sam was asking mr ng why she was retaining. i
decided t kick the feeling of boredom and dance
around. i asked mable and daphne t join me behind
when i passed by them. such friends =x they watched
then after a distance i stopped. they laughed like mad. =/
good friends eh. (: we fooled around again. i love this
times of ours. it's kinda sad when youu see this memories
fade away and then youu never get t go through such
experiences with the friends youu love. i still cannt absorb the
fact that sam is retaining and leaving our clique. well, my class
clique will then be smaller. one gone, four left.

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friday.
wear what youu like day and achievers day.
what a boring day it is. i guess its the worst
last day of school ever. =/ the performances
were lousy. the MCs were dead rotting on the stage.
ohh well got a shocked when our class won
the wear what youu like day thing. ran up the
stage - last minute thing - t collect LOLLIPOPS.
okay i hate stage limelights. ha, i just shake like mad.
went t meet the vp. i got so pissed. i failed by 5 marks
only and my parents had t come t meet principal and vp ?
wth. and i was higher than those who stayed in class.
what is this ? bullshit. got me so irritated and angry.
and even turned me off by those who just irritate me.
helped carry table in the hall. i hate ms yeong. mr poh
asked for chairman and wasnt there.
so asked for vice chair - me.\
ms yeong was like ' there. that one la. '
what's her fcuking problem ? i helped okay.
donnt make it sound as if i didnt. youure so irritating
that i wished youu never even had t come and teach us.
it just pushes my self-esteem down and my outreach limited.
at least mdm kee is grateful t give choc t her chairman, vice
and attendance monitress. all my months of helping youu in
absence of nicole was just a waste of my effort. youu,
as a teacher, donnt appreciate the help youu get.
stop treating the class committee as youur maid. we donnt
serve youu, we serve the class and the school. PFFT.

went t tamp. nothing much.
bought flower for my dearest boy.
its our thirteen anniversary.
i thought he forgot, he thought i forgot.
hmm donnt bluff me. =x
hahas. went t yishun. unprepared cos i just woke up.
supposed t present the flowers nicely but he saw me
hidding it. ha, so he said he pretended that he didnt
see anything. LOL. okay. walked around then took
train t meet guan sheng. went t cell. was super early.
7pm. ha, so went t annalyn's house. got a shocked
when bro alvin suddenly appear in my face. i gave a
shock inhale. he said ' wa, youu gave me a shock. ' LOL.
more like the other way. guan sheng and i were like so
nervous cos afraid that he might use the early time t
counsel us. but he didnt. (: more people came.
more crap. (: hahas.


cell was good.
bro alvin prayed for me a pretty long prayer ?
and guess what, something gross spoilt the atmosphere.
his salivia spat on my lips while prayin for me.
gosh, i so badly wanna wipe it.
and when he walked away, it DRIED ?! ohh gross.
ohh well. it spat spat spat on my left eye.
three jackpot salivia. =/
after cell, guan sheng got counselled.
joan and liqian and me waited for him at the bus stop.
he looked super pissed. he told us what happened.
in the train, joan told me something that super
super super pissed me off.



t HER and HIM -
i can see that the both of youu are living a perfect life
where the both of youu are superglues and also,
pleasing and impressing the leaders with
youur oh-so-big information of almost everyone.
i can see youu guys try t please the members too.
i would love t tell youu that,
youu can please the leaders
but youu can never please the leaders
and the members at the SAME time.
i must say that YOUU, must have got
a oh-so-big-huge-itchy mouth.
donnt youu have got anything better
t say than tell other people about
something that doesnt even involve youu ?
are youu the female lead for that incident. NO.
donnt bother. but youu wanna spread eh.
i must say youure contagious and disgusting.
stop acting cute cos i think its gross.
i guess i look cuter than youu
WITHOUT even having t act cute.
gawd, youure sucha turn down and a turn off.
i was wrong about youu.
infact, i should have never even go so close t youu.
i trusted youu so much, shared with youu some secrets.
youu disappoint me. youu hurt my feelings.
i cried over youu girl.
im no longer a lesbian but youu were a friend t me.
just when i thought i found the friend of my life,
everything revealed itself.
youu are just a dirt bag. a stink ball.
nobody should actually go near youu
and tell youu secrets
except youur dearest boy
who might also share the same personailty.

does that baoping incident affect youu ?
does it concern youu ?
go away in youur bikinis t suntan la.
mind youur own damn business.
so what if youu were "concern" that time
about that incident. does it put youu in the
scene and give youu the right t tell others about it.
shut youur damn mouth
or youur braces are gonna snap.
youu told someone the incident and ended off
saying that everything is alright now
- WHATS THE POINT BITCH.
and thanks alot of adding,
' donnt use ryan, victoria and guan sheng as examples.
they are not good examples. '
wow, fuck youu.
i think youu and youur boyfriend can just go suck up t
the leaders for all youu want.
i donnt give a damn. stupid backstabbers.
God keeps His promises. get this right.
we made a promised not t tell anyone about our secrets.
im so sorry for myself,
youu broke it so many decades ago,
so many billion times.
please learn how t be a friend
before youu wanna suck up t the leaders.
if not, im so sorry but i guess everyone is against youu.
nvm, youu got YOUUR DARLING and the damn leaders.
youu disappoint me so greatly.
youu and youure big mouth.
no wonder it looked so weird t me.
its big and huge.
im sorry for being so mean.
be careful of mosquitoes.
its dengue season.
they might enter and bite youu. (:
donnt think youur approved r/s
gives youu the right t backstab
and sabotage others.
i detest youu. i regretted becoming
youur so-called "twinnie". its gross.
i donnt even know why
people said we looked alike last time.
cos i think i donnt have sucha big mouth.

WATCH IT, BITCH.